The sicker I get with my illness the more that I want to CTB. Who feels the same way?
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Moonicide
ᴘʜᴀꜱᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ
- Nov 19, 2019
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I do. All the time.
I've been in treatment and on medication for 3 years. Even on disability due to it... I'm just done with it. So done. I'm so tired of having to wake up and take a bunch of pills to somewhat function. The only thing stopping me from ending it is waiting for the materials. I've written all my goodbye letters. I've made peace with my departure.
I've been in treatment and on medication for 3 years. Even on disability due to it... I'm just done with it. So done. I'm so tired of having to wake up and take a bunch of pills to somewhat function. The only thing stopping me from ending it is waiting for the materials. I've written all my goodbye letters. I've made peace with my departure.
Moonicide
ᴘʜᴀꜱᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ
- Nov 19, 2019
- 802
Bipolar 2 / MDD / PTSD / Anxiety, as well as Agorphobia.
As for physical ailments, I deal with a few autoimmune diseases that cause chronic fatigue and hives. I've had to follow a special diet in attempt to keep my flareups in check, but my flareups are very much in sync with my mental health, which is never stable.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
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Moonicide
ᴘʜᴀꜱᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ
- Nov 19, 2019
- 802
Can't get it here, and my care team would definitely not provide it for me. I had to fight so hard to get Gabapentin for my chronic pain...
Even if I had it it wouldn't change my decision in the end.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
I'm sorry that your care team won't provide it. I have many of the same ailments as you. It isn't to change your mind. It helps to make me more comfortable, and with chronic fatigue, it makes me feel more comfortable. I know all about Depression, anxiety, and PTSD. I am a 9/11 First Responder.
