guessilldie

guessilldie

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Jun 17, 2018
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Holy hell. I had to delay the bus, but i finally found the perfect spot on my neck. Its like I'm high. I'm using a belt. No pain, nothing just fading away. Now I "only" have to defeat my survival instict. I was about to give up on partial suspension tried so many spots on my neck, but finally found it. My spot is just below my adam's apple( the top of the belt is 5-10mm below the top of my adams apple) . If it goes well I'm going tonight. This forum is a gem, finally I'll be able to go painlessly. I don't know when was the last time I was this excited. Thank you :)
 
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shadow11

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Jul 31, 2018
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Holy hell. I had to delay the bus, but i finally found the perfect spot on my neck. Its like I'm high. I'm using a belt. No pain, nothing just fading away. Now I "only" have to defeat my survival instict. I was about to give up on partial suspension tried so many spots on my neck, but finally found it. My spot is just below my adam's apple( the top of the belt is 5-10mm below the top of my adams apple) . If it goes well I'm going tonight. This forum is a gem, finally I'll be able to go painlessly. I don't know when was the last time I was this excited. Thank you :)
How did you tie the belt if you dont mind me asking
 
guessilldie

guessilldie

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Jun 17, 2018
27
Simply closed it. Once I lean forward It tightens as much as it needs without making it uncomfortable. The other end is closed with the door. I hung on it and pulled it down like a monkey just to make sure it support my weight. And it does

Got the idea from here: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/partial-suspension-using-a-belt.1722/
 
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guessilldie

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Jun 17, 2018
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Tried again same result. Going numb and fading away. No pressure in the head nothing. Since then I'm smiling like a child on Christmass eve. I must be fucked up to be this happy for dying, but now that I have a 100% way out all of my anxiety is gone. This must be what normal people feel :D Hope I could help, Thank you once again, and I wish you all the best however you decide!
 
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shadow11

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Jul 31, 2018
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Tried again same result. Going numb and fading away. No pressure in the head nothing. Since then I'm smiling like a child on Christmass eve. I must be fucked up to be this happy for dying, but now that I have a 100% way out all of my anxiety is gone. This must be what normal people feel :D Hope I could help, Thank you once again, and I wish you all the best however you decide!
Thank you I wish you peace
 
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Zanexx

Zanexx

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Jul 15, 2018
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Ha, I don't have an Adam's apple unfortunately (female physiology)… is the spot the same for everyone?
 
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shadow11

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Jul 31, 2018
619
Yeah
Ha, I don't have an Adam's apple unfortunately (female physiology)… is the spot the same for everyone?
Really was wondering the same thing
 
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lv-gras

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Jul 27, 2018
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have heard different spots from different people
 
guessilldie

guessilldie

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Jun 17, 2018
27
Ha, I don't have an Adam's apple unfortunately (female physiology)… is the spot the same for everyone?
It took me so many tries to figure it out. I heard people who said just below their jaw is best for them. I'm pretty sure its personal. You have to try and try and be really precise. I guess I'm lucky to have this thing so I have a really good starting point.
 
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guessilldie

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Jun 17, 2018
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So hard to do it fuck... Everything goes dark , my whole body is almost numb but in the last moment I out. Not death itself scares me but rather what happens after I die. I'm not even religious. Sorry for spamming here I just need to get my frustration off fuck.
 
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shadow11

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Jul 31, 2018
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So hard to do it fuck... Everything goes dark , my whole body is almost numb but in the last moment I out. Not death itself scares me but rather what happens after I die. I'm not even religious. Sorry for spamming here I just need to get my frustration off fuck.
Take your time its going to be ok
 
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skitliv

skitliv

Le mort joyeux
Jul 11, 2018
485
Is he gone?
 
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guessilldie

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Jun 17, 2018
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Unfortunately still here :D. I'm going tomorrow. I will be alone in the house for more than 8 hours. That should be enough
 
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