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Last Caress

Last Caress

You need to relax..
Dec 25, 2019
49
Hey ss, in exactly 36 hours I'll be taking my SN. Tomorrow is when I mentally and physically prepare to leave everything behind and rest, dissolve in the universe, in the heart of those i care about, especially my special one, I'll be there forever and nothing will change it.

Even tho I'm not known around, i want to thank you guys for everything you shared on the forum, it was helpful for me to know other people experiences and I'm glad I've discovered stan's guide (rest in peace stan).

My journey shouldn't be hard, i have everything except meto, although i may be using quetiapine as antiemetic, I'll also prepare more drinks in case i puke, but tomorrow I'll be fasting the whole day, maybe a coffee in the morning and ginger tea in the afternoon followed by a dry fasting 12 hours prior to drinking solution.

Thank you again, ss.
 
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JigsawFeelin

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May 31, 2020
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<3 Safe passage, lovely.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you well and I hope you find the peace we all deserve.
 
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Justsad30

Member
Feb 19, 2020
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Hey ss, in exactly 36 hours I'll be taking my SN. Tomorrow is when I mentally and physically prepare to leave everything behind and rest, dissolve in the universe, in the heart of those i care about, especially my special one, I'll be there forever and nothing will change it.

Even tho I'm not known around, i want to thank you guys for everything you shared on the forum, it was helpful for me to know other people experiences and I'm glad I've discovered stan's guide (rest in peace stan).

My journey shouldn't be hard, i have everything except meto, although i may be using quetiapine as antiemetic, I'll also prepare more drinks in case i puke, but tomorrow I'll be fasting the whole day, maybe a coffee in the morning and ginger tea in the afternoon followed by a dry fasting 12 hours prior to drinking solution.

Thank you again, ss.
Wishing you a peaceful journey and rest. Take care x
 
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Dead Meat

Dead Meat

DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
18,394
I wish you a very peaceful and comfortable exit and may you find peace and tranquility. Lot's of Love and blessings to you :heart::heart::heart:
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
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I'm sorry to hear you're leaving this world.

I can do nothing but wish you lots of love and eternal peace!!

Hugs,

Matt
 
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UterEntonaur

UterEntonaur

Specialist
Aug 17, 2020
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I'm sorry it came to this but I hope find peace and rest well friend :hug:
 
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voyager

voyager

Don't you dare go hollow...
Nov 25, 2019
963
Good luck! Hope everything goes well, and peace to you.
 
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Last Caress

Last Caress

You need to relax..
Dec 25, 2019
49
<3 Safe passage, lovely.
Thank you a lot, my friend!


I wish you well and I hope you find the peace we all deserve.
I appreciate!!!

Wishing you a peaceful journey and rest. Take care x
God bless your heart!

I wish you a very peaceful and comfortable exit and may you find peace and tranquility. Lot's of Love and blessings to you :heart::heart::heart:
I wish the same, I hope it's going to be comfortable.

I'm sorry to hear you're leaving this world.

I can do nothing but wish you lots of love and eternal peace!!

Hugs,

Matt
You're a cutie, Matt, you are my type xD Things aside, thanks a lot, I've been reading your posts and I've seen how you talk to people, I admire you! I wish you happiness
 
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All Things Must Pass

All Things Must Pass

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Apr 14, 2021
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Safe travels. No shame in reconsidering.
 
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Sinai Silence

I think I'ma die alone inside my room
Jul 6, 2020
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Safe journeys ♡♡
 
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deletednumber

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
1,603
if there hadn't been this covid of shit, I would have joined you with pleasure, even if I don't think you were looking for a ctb partner ... anyway I wish you a painless and pleasant journey. May you find the peace you deserve :)
 
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blue_muse

blue_muse

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Jan 31, 2021
553
We're all here for similar reasons, but, it doesn't make it any less sad when a SS member announces that they're soon to CTB. I genuinely hope you get whatever it is you didn't get in this life, wherever you go next :heart:.
 
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Last Caress

Last Caress

You need to relax..
Dec 25, 2019
49
if there hadn't been this covid of shit, I would have joined you with pleasure, even if I don't think you were looking for a ctb partner ... anyway I wish you a painless and pleasant journey. May you find the peace you deserve :)
Yeah, that sucks, covid and shit removed all the desire to live. Thanks for your message, I'd gladly ctb with you! <3
We're all here for similar reasons, but, it doesn't make it any less sad when a SS member announces that they're soon to CTB. I genuinely hope you get whatever it is you didn't get in this life, wherever you go next :heart:.
Thanks! I appreciate <3
 
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Last Caress

Last Caress

You need to relax..
Dec 25, 2019
49
Good luck.
I appreciate!
I wish you a safe journey :heart:
Love you!!
12 hours until my goodbye, feeling happy!
The only aspect that saddens me is the pain my ctb will cause, but I consider it's worth 1 month of pain compared to one lifetime.
Have been talking today with close ones and they gave me advice for "the future", I gladly accepted their opinion, although...
Thanks guys!
a CTB song <3 He will always be my baby, even if I won't be here anymore, I'll be in his heart forever!!
 
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Last Caress

Last Caress

You need to relax..
Dec 25, 2019
49
2 hours before SN
 
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Last Caress

Last Caress

You need to relax..
Dec 25, 2019
49
1 hour
Thanks you for your kindness, be loved!
 
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greyhound

greyhound

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Oct 8, 2020
471
Your post just radiates equanimity and calmness. Bon voyage mon ami.
 
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Last Caress

Last Caress

You need to relax..
Dec 25, 2019
49
Thank you everyone! See you on the other side! Now I'll be sleeping, i have to travel in someone's heart and stay there, forever!

I don't even feel doubtful or nervous knowing I'll take the SN, i feel a little peace and a lot of crying of love. I just love this person so much, i can't compare this love for him. The world is on a side and my love for him is in the other side.

Be blessed, this is my final message.
 
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Greenberg

Greenberg

nitrogenexit.blogspot.com
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I pray you find peace, my firend!
 
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