Story Thank you, and Goodbye. (Hanging)

[Wezzy777]

People on this site are nice when I posted my plans for killing myself s few people tried to help. Which managed to offset my suicide date for a few days.
But I can't do this anymore.
I ended up tying a noose knot beverages of some threads I've seen it's better than a slipknot.
I'm doing partial suspension and if I fail that I'll go with full suspension.
I haven't taken anything to help with nerves, I'm just going all in. Written my suicide note, ready to go.
I really appreciate this site existing.
I'm going to do it in a an hour in 30 minutes. No one be checking In on me. . I'll linger on this site a few minutes before I go.
Thank you for the purple who reached out
And thank ou to the people on the games fourm, it was stupid but kind of fun.
When I'm about to hang myself I'll log out and clear the last bits of things on my phone. If I'm not on this site tomorrow, I'm dead.


And I'm glad I be managed to actually do the knot. It constricts. It's perfect.
Goodbye.

 

[zekeyaeger]

I wish you freedom from pain.

 

[Namelesa]

I had fun with you on the silly counting game here. Whatever happens, I hope you escape the pain of this world.

 

[KillingPain267]

You have a safe trip now yeah

 

[opheliaoveragain]

wishing you a peaceful transition. if anything changes, we're here for you. nothing but love.

 

[kitkat9234]

Wishing you peace.

 

[SomewhereAlongThe]

I hope all goes well for you and that you do not suffer anymore. Best wishes and loads of love. <3

 

[dawnixxloxxt]

wish you nothing but best, whether that be in the next chapter or in this one

 

[Yoñlü×]

Good travel to peace

 

[whiteboyswithars]

Hope all goes well for you

 

[CatLvr]

Nothing but the best -- I hope you find the peace we all seek. I am gonna miss you.

 

[struggles_inc]

Hopefully your decision is not impulsive because this method, if failed, may lead to lifelong injury. Hope you find what you are looking for.

 

[Wezzy777]

I had fun with you on the silly counting game here. Whatever happens, I hope you escape the pain of this world.

Thank you, I had fun too.
I'm ready to do it now. Logging out and wiping my data and caches. Thank you everyone.

Thank you, I had fun too.
I'm ready to do it now. Logging out and wiping my data and caches. Thank you everyone.

I just tried it like five minutes ago.

I was hesitating a few times to get down to do it, and then after a few moments I just did it.

I didn't even realize what happens until j was suddenly standing up right again.

I barely felt anything.

I felt my body convulse a few times and then I just woke up with a vomit taste in my mouth (which I know is normal)

And the *noose tightness right around my neck. I had to use a hanger to get it off.

My throat hurts a bit but overall I'm fine.
Ill of probably have to do full suspension.
But yeah, that was kind of an experience.
Maybe I should stick with partial Because I'm genuinely surprised on how I barely felt anything.

EDIT 2: looking over this again I think I was out for much longer than I thought. Maybe like 5ish minutes? It didn't feel like that at all. The knot thing I remember is basically passing out and awakening. But yeah. definitely works. I'll try again.

 

[Namelesa]

Thank you, I had fun too.
I'm ready to do it now. Logging out and wiping my data and caches. Thank you everyone.

I just tried it like five minutes ago.

I was hesitating a few times to get down to do it, and then after a few moments I just did it.

I didn't even realize what happens until j was suddenly standing up right again.

I barely felt anything.

I felt my body convulse a few times and then I just woke up with a vomit taste in my mouth (which I know is normal)

And the noise tightness right around my neck. I had to use a hanger to get it off.

My throat hurts a bit but overall I'm fine.
Ill of probably have to do full suspension.
But yeah, that was kind of an experience.
Maybe I should stick with partial Because I'm genuinely surprised on how I barely felt anything.

Whatever happens we are still here for you.

Thank you for this information as the only method I have access to is a partial hanging if I was to ctb so its good for me to have perceptive on how it feels like.

 

[Wezzy777]

Whatever happens we are still here for you.

Thank you for this information as the only method I have access to is a partial hanging if I was to ctb so its good for me to have perceptive on how it feels like.

Yeah, I appreciate that.
Another thing is I still used the socks on the side of my neck (arteries?) I think that helped the hanging be less painful.

 

[alivebutnotliving]

I've enjoyed seeing you around for the times I've been lurking, before making this acc. Best wishes

 

[Tig]

Xxxxx,
I don't know what say right now.....
Sorry ?.....
Godspeed ?.....
Nice talking to you ?.....
I understand ?.....
All of the above I guess.
I'll remember you for sure.
You have my number if would like to talk, as always no judgement.

 

[struggles_inc]

Are you still with us? Are you ok??
I see you online. Hopefully you changed your mind.

 

[maniac116]

 

[needthebus]

Sorry things in life have been so hard. You can always change your mind if you want. for u, the friend i didn't get to know well enough

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Wishing you peace, joy and freedom from this horrible world.

 

[needthebus]

Also... how old are you? Someone posted in another thread you are young? 18-19 can be hard years, it's often easier after that point...

I hope for some reason you end up extremely happy somehow... taht you don't do it and things change for you.

 

[Namelesa]

@Wezzy777 just wanting to know if you are okay. If you are still there have you decided to not to do it or you going to try again a bit later? Whatever choice you make is absolutely okay<3

 

[userharsh]

Hanging is never successful, he comes In sometimes and say I failed my attempt

 

[Wezzy777]

@Wezzy777 just wanting to know if you are okay. If you are still there have you decided to not to do it or you going to try again a bit later? Whatever choice you make is absolutely okay<3

Never really okay, If I try again I'll try late on in the night. I'll have to do it eventually anyways.

 

[Tig]

I hope you are OK,
You must have been terrified
Slow and steady wins race,
In Life or in Death.

 

[Wezzy777]

Xxxxx,
I don't know what say right now.....
Sorry ?.....
Godspeed ?.....
Nice talking to you ?.....
I understand ?.....
All of the above I guess.
I'll remember you for sure.
You have my number if would like to talk, as always no judgement.

I don't know if I'll continue or not.

The only reason I'm not dead right now is Because I purposely backed out.

I really thought I was going to go through with my suicide and die but I'm still here, so.

 

[Tig]

I'll be there for you, as long I can.

 

[userharsh]

See what is say previously

 

[EternalShore]

I don't know if I'll continue or not.

The only reason I'm not dead right now is Because I purposely backed out.

I really thought I was going to go through with my suicide and die but I'm still here, so.

If you're scared or aren't ready, then you don't have to to do it if you don't wish to~
Regardless, I wish you the best and will pray for you~ :)