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2messdup

2messdup

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Feb 10, 2024
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So I'm cowardly and even tho I want the mental pain to stop, I know I'll only be able to ctb on impulse so I'm getting everything ready for several methods, so when the time comes I can just do it. I've got the 2 man Malawi tent and charcoal. But now worried where to put the bucket of charcoal because the tent is so small, if I have convulsions or confused I may end up lying on or against the bucket, or setting fire to the tent, and burning to death. But I can't afford a bigger tent and the smaller the airspace the better. Guess I could build a wall of bricks around the bucket. What do you think or am I worrying too much. Or do you even have convulsions with CO?
 
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don't avoid the void
Jun 22, 2024
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So I'm cowardly and even tho I want the mental pain to stop, I know I'll only be able to ctb on impulse so I'm getting everything ready for several methods, so when the time comes I can just do it. I've got the 2 man Malawi tent and charcoal. But now worried where to put the bucket of charcoal because the tent is so small, if I have convulsions or confused I may end up lying on or against the bucket, or setting fire to the tent, and burning to death. But I can't afford a bigger tent and the smaller the airspace the better. Guess I could build a wall of bricks around the bucket. What do you think or am I worrying too much. Or do you even have convulsions with CO?
I can see what you mean... I looked up the tent it does look kinda small, if someone was flopping around in there with burning material, your concerns are valid. I think everyone's different as far as convulsions, but it could happen you need to assume that it will.

A bigger tent would be the obvious solution, but if you cant afford one, then I'm not sure. There must be some solution to consider. Hopefully maybe someone else will see this and have a better idea.

The fire hazard is what really put me off of this method. So I too would be interested in knowing how it might be successfully mitigated.
 
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lilmisswbd2cbt

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Jul 12, 2024
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curious what would happen if one (or two) were to just ball up in a fetal position as far away from the bucket(s) as possible in a 2-person [malawi] tent?
 

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