Judah

Judah

Enlightened
Oct 1, 2020
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Ahhh, I don't know how to start, I guess things have gone pretty bad, or at least for me, sometimes I lose track of the things I do, sometimes I wish I didn't know anything, I feel lonely, and I just want to suddenly die of some heart attack or something

I wonder when was the last time I received some affection or expression of love in real life, I'm so lonely now, I feel like it didn't have to end like this, and I wish I could stop thinking about all of this.

I think I'm more aware of my decadence and mental destruction, I'm surprised to see how disconnected I've become from the real world

But anyway, how are you? recently they made me a couple of drawings of my original character that I have always used here to represent myself, I felt so happy, I want to share them with you

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TransilvanianHunger

TransilvanianHunger

Grave with a view...
Jan 22, 2023
357
Wanna hear something nice? You've put together a nice little community on the Discord server, and you've set up a place for people to express themselves and bond. You can be proud of that. :)
 
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Fish Face

Student
Apr 19, 2019
117
Go volunteer for something, make connections, maybe make friends and get sonething that gives you some esteem and connection. I don't know your circumstances with mental or physical health and any other barriers you might have, so I assuming that wouldn't be a problem. Please forgive me if that isn't the case. Socialising is like a muscle - if you don't use it you lose it.
 
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unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
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Something nice?
I made his wedged sword even bigger than before.
 
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๐’๐š๐ค๐ฎ โ˜†

Mommy?
Mar 8, 2022
27
Ahhh, I don't know how to start, I guess things have gone pretty bad, or at least for me, sometimes I lose track of the things I do, sometimes I wish I didn't know anything, I feel lonely, and I just want to suddenly die of some heart attack or something

I wonder when was the last time I received some affection or expression of love in real life, I'm so lonely now, I feel like it didn't have to end like this, and I wish I could stop thinking about all of this.

I think I'm more aware of my decadence and mental destruction, I'm surprised to see how disconnected I've become from the real world

But anyway, how are you? recently they made me a couple of drawings of my original character that I have always used here to represent myself, I felt so happy, I want to share them with you

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