blackbeauty
I hope you won't completely forget me.
- Sep 24, 2024
- 48
Your purpose score is 27 out of 70, indicating a low level of purpose.
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witchcraft
it's too painful to live but I'm too afraid to die
- Nov 27, 2024
- 24
24 out of 70
Like another commenter said, my answer would have been a lot higher just a couple of years ago.
I respect that some people feel like having a purpose is not necessary (or, perhaps to phrase it another way, "just existing and experiencing" is a purpose).
The problem for me, personally, is that lack of meaning. Any meaning that I create is very unsatisfying. My life is not good enough, not enjoyable enough for "just existing and experiencing" to satisfy me. I play video games like Skyrim because I want something more, I want to feel important, I want to feel like I belong, I want to feel like I am needed and genuinely valued by others, etc. Don't get me wrong, it's awesome to take a break and just explore Skyrim without a quest marker, but after doing that for a while... I want a good goal to achieve.
But there is no goal worth achieving. I can't even get a job, that is, a fucking quest.
Like another commenter said, my answer would have been a lot higher just a couple of years ago.
I respect that some people feel like having a purpose is not necessary (or, perhaps to phrase it another way, "just existing and experiencing" is a purpose).
The problem for me, personally, is that lack of meaning. Any meaning that I create is very unsatisfying. My life is not good enough, not enjoyable enough for "just existing and experiencing" to satisfy me. I play video games like Skyrim because I want something more, I want to feel important, I want to feel like I belong, I want to feel like I am needed and genuinely valued by others, etc. Don't get me wrong, it's awesome to take a break and just explore Skyrim without a quest marker, but after doing that for a while... I want a good goal to achieve.
But there is no goal worth achieving. I can't even get a job, that is, a fucking quest.
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EgoBrained
One day your suffering will end
- Sep 25, 2024
- 39
SpiteHoldsMeAloft
Member
- Nov 29, 2024
- 19
isolatedl111
Experienced
- Nov 25, 2024
- 222
ForgottenAgain
On the rollercoaster of sadness
- Oct 17, 2023
- 1,040
I really relate to what you said, this is exactly my issue with life currently. Very well worded.
Prism
scattered light
- Jul 15, 2024
- 81
