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[N33dT0D13]

Tired, sick, half asleep, yet not lying down or taking a bath like I'd prefer to be doing so I can role play with this guy from a shared discord server because he got sad when I went afk despite me warning that I was going afk... and me being afk longer than expected because my annoying godmom wanted me to play cards with her while she loudly argued with her annoying son. I haven't written or cleaned like I planned today which I can only blame myself for but, I do find it darkly funny how often I switch between wanting to die because I feel like I'm burdening others and wanting to die because I feel like others are burdening me.

 

[Memento]

I definitely understand that feeling of burdening others—and their words and actions doing the same to you. That's what living in a cult does to you, it consumes your time, thoughts, and live. It makes me want to die, but it gives me hope of escape—no matter how hard it might be to do. I'm wishing you the best in your situation, and sincerely hope things improve.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's very true that it really can be so tiring feeling trapped in this world, at least to me it certainly would be ideal to have the option to just pass away in peace. But anyway I wish you the best.