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Journeytoletgo
Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
- May 14, 2018
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No more anger, resentment, emotional pain, regrets. I am making complete peace that it wasn't meant to be for me in this existence. I am surrendering no longer a slave to my pain, no longer a slave to my past as it was all out of my control out of naivety and pain. I forgive myself. When I leave I want to be at total peace in my final moments. At least I deserve that in my last moments.
I'm making complete peace that it wasn't in the cards for me. I hope those left behind can understand this and accept I'm out of all emotional pain. And accept I'm going to be no longer suffering. I want them to go on in their lives knowing there was nothing they could have done and make peace please and let me be at peace with my choice. As I gaze into the future all I see is emotional
Up and downs, depression, anxiety, loneliness and misery. I accept my ugliness however I didn't choose it and I don't want it. I reject this life, as it will be low quality and not fulfilling. You cannot understand this because my experience is my own. As I leave everyone behind I hope you all live for yourselves truly and keep me dearly in your heart that I am finally in peace.
I'm making complete peace that it wasn't in the cards for me. I hope those left behind can understand this and accept I'm out of all emotional pain. And accept I'm going to be no longer suffering. I want them to go on in their lives knowing there was nothing they could have done and make peace please and let me be at peace with my choice. As I gaze into the future all I see is emotional
Up and downs, depression, anxiety, loneliness and misery. I accept my ugliness however I didn't choose it and I don't want it. I reject this life, as it will be low quality and not fulfilling. You cannot understand this because my experience is my own. As I leave everyone behind I hope you all live for yourselves truly and keep me dearly in your heart that I am finally in peace.
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