Just kinda floating around until the bus comes. Going this AM to bury a favorite family member. I take no pleasure in doing this to the family.
It's just weird. I'm not ironing my clothes lmao. An odd peace has been found in my resolution.
Y'all have been great these past weeks.
Also random: there is a reversal to methemoglobinemia. It's called methylene blue. It's a fabric dye! I had it administered last year when I accidentally poisoned myself with a nitrite. So if you take something to knock your hemoglobin silly and decide against the coma and death get to a hospital.
Sorry this post is super low quality.
I wish I could figure out how to love and forgive myself. But alas, no such treasure will be unearthed.
It's just weird. I'm not ironing my clothes lmao. An odd peace has been found in my resolution.
Y'all have been great these past weeks.
Also random: there is a reversal to methemoglobinemia. It's called methylene blue. It's a fabric dye! I had it administered last year when I accidentally poisoned myself with a nitrite. So if you take something to knock your hemoglobin silly and decide against the coma and death get to a hospital.
Sorry this post is super low quality.
I wish I could figure out how to love and forgive myself. But alas, no such treasure will be unearthed.
