moody_cupcakes
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- Oct 7, 2024
- 20
I'm supposed to cbt tonight. I have everything I need but I'm scared at the same time. I'm feel like I'm being selfish, my kids have kept from this for years but not even the anti depressants or therapy have helped. I can't do this anymore. I feel like such a disappointment. I had always thought of myself as resilient but now I think it was just a mask.
I don't know how to get over this fear to do what I know I'm supposed to do. It's for the best. I feel so alone, no one understands why I can't just get over things and move forward? Why do i have to sulk? Why can't I stop feeling sad and do what I have to do?
I'm tired of hurting, tired of being abandoned for not being good enough, tired of not being accepted.
Sorry for the vent. Trying to get the strength to do what I know i need to do.
I don't know how to get over this fear to do what I know I'm supposed to do. It's for the best. I feel so alone, no one understands why I can't just get over things and move forward? Why do i have to sulk? Why can't I stop feeling sad and do what I have to do?
I'm tired of hurting, tired of being abandoned for not being good enough, tired of not being accepted.
Sorry for the vent. Trying to get the strength to do what I know i need to do.