Venting super depressed

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i wantd to go on here to say i still want to live and delete my account but im more depressed than ever and i have nobody to talk to. i think thats whats so convenient about this site. therell always be a place to turn to as long as this site is alive , ironic lol. i'm not sure if i really want to live but i'm not sure i really want to die either. everything hurts.