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cooki3

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Can I configure something like with an oxygen mask or something so I can go in my sleep but not accidentally kill my (soon to be ex sadly) husband. I want to go in my own bed and I'm scared to be alone but I don't want to harm anyone. There are two windows next to his side of the bed. If I open those and put the fan on full speed with this be enough to get it out of the room when it's still coming through the mask but I'm gone? If not I'm considering getting multiple co2 detectors and setting them near so they'll go off when it gets into the room too much
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

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Sure, anything could be devised if someone has the fortitude to do so. Sounds kinda risky, though. Frankly, I don't see how this could be done with someone else so close by, though. Too much risk of them waking up and thwarting your plan. Anything out of your control could happen that could awaken them, like a siren from an emergency vehicle, someone pounding on your door for help, a car crash outside your window. Too risky imo. This is something that requires "alone" time.
 
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cooki3

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That's true but tbh I'd rather risk him waking up than being alone. But I want to make sure he won't be harmed or at least I can set some alarms or get the detectors so he can leave. From what I've read, passing out and death won't take that long if I have the chems right and co2 level right and I figure with a mask directly from them it'll be very quick. But I'm not sure. I just can't go on. I have no family no friends and no money. He is my provider. I just got stable on medication and things were going very well I thought. But evidently not. He has feelings for someone at work. And I just can't take this.
 
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Endofpain

Endofpain

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Doing this inside with other people around is attempted murder. The risk is way to high. Same with H2S
 
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L'absent

L'absent

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It might work. I have a cousin who cut his wrists and died in the night with his brother sleeping 2 meters away. Obviously the risks of failure are enormous.
 
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Intoxicated

Intoxicated

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Nov 16, 2023
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Can I configure something like with an oxygen mask or something so I can go in my sleep but not accidentally kill my (soon to be ex sadly) husband. I want to go in my own bed and I'm scared to be alone but I don't want to harm anyone.
Formic acid is a strong irritant that has pungent odor perceivable at very low concentrations. It's likely that your husband would be disturbed by the unpleasant smell and then you two would be having some interesting conversation about your ingenious setup.
If not I'm considering getting multiple co2 detectors and setting them near so they'll go off when it gets into the room too much
Formic acid and sulfuric acid are used to produce CO, not CO2...
 
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cooki3

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Formic acid is a strong irritant that has pungent odor perceivable at very low concentrations. It's likely that your husband would be disturbed by the unpleasant smell and then you two would be having some interesting conversation about your ingenious setup.

Formic acid and sulfuric acid are used to produce CO, not CO2...
You know what I mean😭 bye bye gas. And I've heard that about the smell that's a good point. Honestly, I really doubt he'd wake up even from noise or anything. He truly is dead when he sleeps I'm just worried that I would accidentally kill him. I wanna get detectors that will go off when it gets too high in their room so that way he will wake up and leave, but again, I want to make sure that he wouldn't be hurt. I know it's selfish to be around someone when I do that, but I'm too afraid to be alone. He's all I have and he's leaving and in love with someone else. So I was thinking open up the windows turn the fan on and maybe get a box fan that I can hide in my closet until it's time honestly, he wouldn't even question it anyway and then the detectors but I don't know if that's enough.
 
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Intoxicated

Intoxicated

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Nov 16, 2023
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Why this method? How much do you know about it? I'd put this method on a higher level than EEBD with inert gas in terms of complexity (if carrying out properly), with much stronger safety precautions.
 
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cooki3

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Why this method? How much do you know about it? I'd put this method on a higher level than EEBD with inert gas in terms of complexity (if carrying out properly), with much stronger safety precautions.
What is eebd? And I want this method because it's relatively quick, or at least passing out is, depending on how strong and it seems more peaceful and less scary. I've been learning more about it. I first heard about it reading about a guys successful attempt and he just dumped them together. Of course I don't want to do that and I've seen some set ups. But these are for being in an enclosed space and if possible I want to have it go directly to me. But then comes the issue of the gas still coming out afterward. And I don't want to hurt anyone! But I want to be in my bed where I feel safe.
 
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