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xXSufferingXx

Enlightened
Feb 21, 2025
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suicides are proof that this world sucks.
it's happened since forever.
and even if someone would say:
"no, that's not proof the world sucks. it's only because some people are too weak to fight thru it",
then just say:
"ok, but people being weak is a reality in this world.
whoever made this world should just have made it so that people wouldn't be able to be weak".

therefore, most of the realities of this world sucks.
and besides, there's no such thing as "fighting thru" diseases like for example epilepsy.
being strong could never take away epilepsy.
let's see how you feel if everyday you get beat upside the head with a baseball bat, because that's how my brain feels every single time after a seizure.
let's see how long you can live like that.

i've lived with it close to 20 years now!
and been wanting to die since 2011
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,957
It truly does and no matter what I'll always see existence as the problem, I see existence as the most torturous abomination that just causes all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, only non-existence can bring me any peace. I see it as so dreadful how this existence was even imposed in the first place that was completely unnecessary, I'll always see it as something so deeply undesirable to be burdened with this existence suffering all for the sake of it capable of suffering to unlimited extents.
 
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Danby

Danby

Just remember that the last laugh is on you
Aug 13, 2024
74
The world is a scary and shitty place, and sadly the best you can hope for is that you die in your sleep.
 
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bipolar22

bipolar22

Notorious shtposter
Aug 31, 2022
387
All the suffering and pain and mental and physical illness are proof this world is a big random mess. Where anything could happen anytime for no reasons.
The universe doesn't care about any of this. Life was a random event with no thoughts behind it because the universe does not think or care. The universe doesn't care about suffering or happyness. Pain It's meerly a tool to keep us fighting to stay alive to have an offspring so life continues. For no reason. It was just a rare occurrence without any sense or morals. This is the only explanation why life is the way it is. If a smart entity would have created it then there would be minimal pain and suffering. Except that entity would be sadist. But there's noone. No sense lots of pain and it's a punishment being born. Just how I see it
 
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Still here

Student
Feb 11, 2025
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Prison earth...
 
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