Hello,
First of all I wanted to answer your post because I hate it when I see posts that no one has answered. I feel like most people on this board have been ignored enough IRL and they don't need to be ignored here too. i've had a few of my posts ignored here too and it doesn't feel very good. I don't know, maybe I shouldn't take it personally.
I don't have any NDE of my own to share, but your topic intrigued me so I started looking around at a site called near-death.com & found the following (these are the conclusions of a man named Dr. George Ritchie):
Three Classifications of Suicide | |
1. | The first classification are those people who kill themselves in order to hurt someone, get revenge, or who kill themselves out of anger for someone else. They arrive in the earthbound realm out of hatred, jealousy, resentment, bitterness and total distain for themselves and others. Ritchie writes, "I want to make clear that it was impressed upon me that these were the ones who had the same type of powerful emotions which people who committed murder have" (p.25). Ritchie says such people mistakenly believe they are not committing murder which their religious training tells them is a worse sin than suicide. Their motive for killing themself is, "If I can't kill you, I will kill myself to get even with you." According to Ritchie, such people temporarily "haunt" the living by being aware of every horrible consequence their suicide had on others until they are ready to let go and enter into the light. | 2. | The second classification includes those who, because of mental illness, confusion, or a terminal illness, take their own life. Ritchie states these people are allowed many opportunities from God to grow in love just as any other person would who had not committed suicide. In other words, there are no negative consequences for them. | 3. | The third classification includes those who kill themselves from drug, alcohol, or any other addiction. According to Ritchie, these people can become stuck in limbo trying in vain to satisfy their addiction until eventually something frees them. This condition is also called an "earthbound" condition which is also temporary. |
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"I understood from what I was seeing that these people and the average murderer also are confined in a state where they are given a chance to realize two very important facts. One, you can only kill the body, not the soul. Two, that only love, not hate, can bring them and others true happiness. I believe once they fully understand this, they are given the opportunity to continue their spiritual and mental growth." |
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Personally, I think no matter what happens when I ctb, it's still going to be better than here, even if my soul is still tortured. At the very least I won't have to deal with the needs of my body or the burdens of daily life.
Therefore, without all of those other things to worry about, maybe I'll be able to finally address the issues that cause me to be so tortured because I won't have to deal with all this other stuff at the same time.
Anyway, I realize I didn't answer the question you asked, but I hope you don't mind that I posted something here
I wish you peace.