MeltingHeart

MeltingHeart

Visionary
Sep 9, 2019
2,151
For me- Given my age, I have assessed all that my life has been (plenty of good- but so many struggles) against how I have been feeling every single day for a year now & what my life could be in the future: I've done the 'calculations' for the potential of leading a satisfactory life for the rest of my days-and I don't like the conclusion. I think that is basically a one sentence summation - you?
 
Last edited:
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: snorli, BlueWidow, morningdew and 5 others
Wreck-it-Riley

Wreck-it-Riley

My demon will see me undone
Oct 20, 2019
269
Inability to put out the daily fires in my life and tired of sifting through the burning ashes of existence.
 
  • Like
  • Love
  • Hugs
Reactions: GIRL502Hopelessness, Unending_Maze, lovemelovemenot and 7 others
Hank

Hank

Member
Nov 29, 2018
73
I'm just tired.
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
  • Love
Reactions: snorli, ThatOneGuy, mycabbages and 12 others
H

Hotsackage

Enlightened
Mar 11, 2019
1,027
I cant make decisions
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: snorli, Bumblebee, mycabbages and 5 others
SoupSnakes

SoupSnakes

Experienced
Nov 11, 2019
217
I'm tired of hoping it'll get better when it doesn't.
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: SuicideBlonde76, snorli, ThatOneGuy and 10 others
F

Frank

Member
Aug 22, 2019
87
I tried but i'm so tired.
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: snorli, mycabbages, Unending_Maze and 5 others
C

CarefulWithThatAxe

Experienced
Nov 7, 2019
296
I was born to be a failure.
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: snorli, ThatOneGuy, Nozzlehead and 7 others
MeltingHeart

MeltingHeart

Visionary
Sep 9, 2019
2,151
Inability to put out the daily fires in my life and tired of sifting through the burning ashes of existence.
That's so much more poetic than me! Guess my creative imagination is shot to pieces- You should put that in yr note if ur gonna leave one!
I'm just tired.
Same - I'm too tired for this so called therapy that is being offered 10years too late- I REALLY wanted to talk to someone before - now I have no urge to talk to anyone- I don't see the point...too tired like yourself.
I tried but i'm so tired.
Same!
 
Last edited:
  • Hugs
Reactions: snorli
Stan

Stan

Factoid Hunter
Aug 29, 2019
2,589
Because people keep asking me why I want to cbt
 
  • Like
  • Love
  • Hugs
Reactions: snorli, exhausted, Ame and 6 others
noctiva

noctiva

the invisible girl
Nov 6, 2019
393
I am worthless to the one who is of highest worth to me.
 
  • Hugs
  • Aww..
  • Like
Reactions: snorli, Ironweed, Unending_Maze and 7 others
MeltingHeart

MeltingHeart

Visionary
Sep 9, 2019
2,151
I was born to be a failure.
I am so sure that is not true! But I know words from someone else can be little comfort when you feel a certain way- although normally when someone feels this way about themselves other people have caused that - maybe not always- but a lot of the time- yet of course I can't claim to know yr personal circumstances. So sorry u feel like that. I feel the same in some way.
 
  • Love
  • Like
Reactions: snorli, Essence, noctiva and 1 other person
Meant2Die

Meant2Die

Specialist
Nov 8, 2019
307
Chronic illness that with years of treatment is not getting better.
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: snorli, Shakespear's Brother, Soul and 3 others
MeltingHeart

MeltingHeart

Visionary
Sep 9, 2019
2,151
Because people keep asking me why I want to cbt
For want of a better response for now -lol! - i''ll try & find an appropriate smurf based gif for a later date ;)
I am worthless to the one who is of highest worth to me.
I can't do hug or heart responses on my phone- but huge hug!!
 
  • Love
Reactions: snorli and noctiva
WhiteDespair

WhiteDespair

The Temporary Problem is Life
Oct 24, 2019
837
Rolled a 3.
 
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: snorli, Ame, mycabbages and 7 others
Tired_M

Tired_M

Member
Nov 3, 2019
57
Extreme guilt, suffering and hate towards myself.
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: snorli, exhausted, MeltingHeart and 4 others
Stan

Stan

Factoid Hunter
Aug 29, 2019
2,589
For want of a better response for now -lol! - i''ll try & find an appropriate smurf based gif for a later date ;)
tbh, this question comes up weekly. Reducing it to one sentence belittles it for me.
 
  • Like
Reactions: snorli and Kassender
M

Miserable

Student
Jul 14, 2019
117
Can't get over what happened to me and can't find love
 
  • Hugs
  • Aww..
  • Like
Reactions: snorli, exhausted, OreoWellington and 5 others
H

Hollow men

Member
Nov 13, 2019
37
Because, as Socrates said, "Death is not a defeat, Death is the cure"
 
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: snorli, lovemelovemenot, justwhy? and 4 others
MeltingHeart

MeltingHeart

Visionary
Sep 9, 2019
2,151
tbh, this question comes up weekly. Reducing it to one sentence belittles it for me.
Totally fair enough. It is certainly hard to sum it up in one question- just as I have seen similar threads about casual jokes about suicide etc I didn't think it was that belittling-but I guess no one has to respond if they feel this way. All's fair in love and war as they say.
 
Last edited:
  • Hugs
Reactions: snorli
T

TimeToBiteTheDust

Visionary
Nov 7, 2019
2,322
Extreme guilt, suffering and hate towards myself.
Same. I'm tired of failing. I can't do something well in my life. Hope my suiicide be successful.
 
Last edited:
  • Hugs
  • Aww..
Reactions: snorli, MeltingHeart and Essence
Woodnote

Woodnote

Goodbye
Oct 23, 2019
277
I let my past ruin my future and turn me into someone I swore I'd never be.
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
  • Aww..
Reactions: snorli, exhausted, Time and 10 others
Essence

Essence

Nothingness is the beginning of Everything.
Nov 7, 2019
203
I'm a pathetic failure, I have obliterated my life, I have wasted it all.
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
  • Aww..
Reactions: snorli, mycabbages, Unending_Maze and 2 others
gothfairy

gothfairy

sad girl
Nov 12, 2019
64
life is unbearable.
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: SuicideBlonde76, snorli, exhausted and 4 others
MeltingHeart

MeltingHeart

Visionary
Sep 9, 2019
2,151
I'm a pathetic failure, I have obliterated my life, I have wasted it all.
I am sure none that is your fault-other people have made you feel this way!
 
  • Love
Reactions: snorli and Essence
FTL.Wanderer

FTL.Wanderer

Enlightened
May 31, 2018
1,782
I'm virtually universally perceived as sh*t.
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: snorli, TrailerTrash, waterbottleman and 1 other person
Essence

Essence

Nothingness is the beginning of Everything.
Nov 7, 2019
203
I am sure none that is your fault-other people have made you feel this way!
Thank you @MeltingHeart :heart: I said goodbye to the real me at age 11. If I could talk to her now, if only I could talk to her now.......:aw:
 
  • Like
  • Aww..
  • Hugs
Reactions: snorli, Time, CarbonMonoxide and 2 others
waterbottleman

waterbottleman

Not a person
Sep 30, 2019
721
I'm a pathetic loser who is invisible and/or nobody likes.
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: snorli, Unending_Maze, charlottewilts and 4 others
MeltingHeart

MeltingHeart

Visionary
Sep 9, 2019
2,151
Thank you @MeltingHeart :heart: I said goodbye to the real me at age 11. If I could talk to her now, if only I could talk to her now.......:aw:
I can't do hug emoji on my phone or it would be a massive hug- I'd live to hug everyone that has whatever kind of pain in childhood- that has caused them to have any kind of pain later!
I'm virtually universally perceived as sh*t.
No!
I'm a pathetic loser who is invisible and/or nobody likes.
No!
 
  • Love
  • Like
Reactions: snorli, Time and Essence
Meretlein

Meretlein

Moderator
Feb 15, 2019
1,199
I can't live with myself.
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: snorli, Little Mook, Unending_Maze and 4 others
8

837

Member
Oct 12, 2019
28
Im so ugly people will hate me and laugh at me even after I die
At least I wont be there to knoww their reactions
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
  • Aww..
Reactions: LastFlowers, Journeytoletgo, snorli and 4 others

Similar threads

gnarly
Replies
2
Views
88
Offtopic
vampire2002
vampire2002
PlannedforPeru
Replies
6
Views
184
Suicide Discussion
iloveloving
I
ijustwishtodie
Replies
10
Views
248
Suicide Discussion
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
R
Replies
4
Views
196
Suicide Discussion
Lost Magic
Lost Magic