Help Suicide/panic attacks

[cherrycokehellcat]

So this is hard to explain but does anyone here get really intense suicidal urges that are like panic attacks?

I've been experiencing what I'm calling "suicide attacks". It doesn't come with common panic attack symptoms (I've had panic attacks before) but it's equal in intensity to a panic attack.

I'm suicidal in general but this is like an overwhelming spike in how I feel x1000 but it didn't last long, not long enough for me change my current plans for the autumn anyway.

Maybe I'm just experiencing a different kind of panic attack. It's like nothing I've ever felt.

 

[painmustend]

i totally know what you mean!!! i have bpd and i think it´s related to that but these intense urges led to me doing some real stupid stuff. i don´t know if you maybe also have bpd or if it comes also with other illnesses. i also feel suicidal in general but these "suicide attacks" feel like everything that is happening is out of my control and my attempts that happend during one of these attacks felt like i had no other choice but to do it now.

 

[searchingforpeace]

i know exactly what you mean

 

[nomennescio]

Lately ive been having them yes. Panic attack x 100. Suicidal in general and planning to end it soon, but in these moments it becomes absolutely acute and idk it just hast to stop right there cause the feeling is too intense.
Normal panick attacks are awful, but this i just cant handle.