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timechained
Member
- Apr 15, 2025
- 39
I am dying more and more each day, not becoming alive more and more.
I want to die, I am ready to die, I need to die. The hard thing is choosing when to ctb because I want it to be the least traumatic for the people in my life.
I am taking it one day at a time but each day becomes more painful because I have lost interest in everything, so each day takes soooo loooong to end.
I am tired of living, suicide is my only solution because I am too young and healthy to qualify for assisted physician dying.
Giving up things that cause us suffering and makes our life experience worse is understood as healthy, surely if giving up means to be free of this suffering then it can be understood that it is out of healthiness that I seek peace.
I want to die, I am ready to die, I need to die. The hard thing is choosing when to ctb because I want it to be the least traumatic for the people in my life.
I am taking it one day at a time but each day becomes more painful because I have lost interest in everything, so each day takes soooo loooong to end.
I am tired of living, suicide is my only solution because I am too young and healthy to qualify for assisted physician dying.
Giving up things that cause us suffering and makes our life experience worse is understood as healthy, surely if giving up means to be free of this suffering then it can be understood that it is out of healthiness that I seek peace.