like seriously why does it have to be so hard?
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[Lord Void]
Member
- Sep 14, 2025
- 39
I know right? The methods I've looked at that sound nice (if done correctly) sound complicated and easily overwhelm me. The ones that are nice and simple are blocked by the government. But yeah just boils down to society condemning it and the human body being wired to not do that.
sanction
sanctioned
- Mar 15, 2019
- 660
I actually had similar thoughts the other day. Any easier methods are blocked from us. Fuck this world. We're just all forced here, then stuck, with no easy way out. What the hell is this shit????? I'm sooooo tired of this life and world. We are truly stuck in hell
[Lord Void]
Member
- Sep 14, 2025
- 39
CO however if it was possible the most ideal would be something like N or Pentobarbital, basically a sedative given at a lethal dose that would basically feel like going to sleep and never waking up. CO would feel similar if successful but isn't as quick or reliable as a sedative.
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Absolutely! + when you have ocd and have to check everything 100000x well then its nightmare. I just wanna die by fucking hanging but it's thoughts like oh no this knot might open this way or oh no what if someone changes plans amd interrupt me oh no what if the beam has this issue…..just pure bullshit i'd be dead since winter 2024!! But no the what if questions exhaust me.
MyShadow
Torn between fixing and ending my life
- Aug 27, 2025
- 256
My 89 year old mother simultaneously had a massive stroke and a widow-maker heart attack. Yet somehow, a year later she's still alive. Albeit in a nursing home, half paralyzed and unable to care for herself. She's both my reminder of how strong the body is and the example of why I don't want to get old.
For how fragile humans are, we are surprisingly resilient and that damned survival instinct is strong.
For how fragile humans are, we are surprisingly resilient and that damned survival instinct is strong.
Wrath
Long live my dead dreams.
- Dec 12, 2024
- 65
If I didn't have an overthinking problem, I would have died quickly in the first part of last year. But I just had to overthink, and now I'm here with albeit, a 'better' method. Shotgun vs poison. But it still takes so much damn planning, especially since I have to go off the guides a little bit. Then planning stuff like last day etc. I know that it doesn't really matter what I do last day, but I have anxiety problems and I don't want to somehow forget something important to me. I want to die with my stuffed animals.
I agree, suicide is difficult. Fuck the government for banning N.
I agree, suicide is difficult. Fuck the government for banning N.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 45,053
I understand, it's just so cruel and dreadful to me how painless, guaranteed ways to cease existing are denied with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what, I just want to never suffer again and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have the option to peacefully cease existing, it's just so horrible to me how we exist in this anti-suicide world.
