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Crematoryy

Crematoryy

Wandering endlessly
Feb 12, 2025
214
I wish I had the sobriety to construct a well-structured, logical argument, but I am extremely exhausted. I feel I am surrendering to the never-ending loneliness, devising ways to end my life, and being tormented beyond my strength within my mind. Everything around me is a prison, without doors or windows, without bars or rooms, only a captive being, powerless to choose. The whole world is my prison: wherever I step, in every detail of my thinking, in externality and internality. Suicide is the rule, not the exception, for unsustainable situations. For when everything is truly lost. Suicide is self-administered justice, it is rebellion against the infamy of existence when nothing works.
 
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niki wonoto

Experienced
Oct 10, 2019
238
Reality is limiting/limited. And that's depressing.

And the worst if also how life is not fair: Some people are happy, some people are not. Some people are lucky, some people are not. etc2.

But, from the cosmic perspective, life is random. It's just the same like for example: some ants live, some ants die. Nothing special. We're all just a mere speck of dust in the vast, indifferent universe. We're nothing. It's all meaningless.
 
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hurb

I care too much to give a f*ck
Jan 22, 2026
289
If only society was honest with itself.
We would have the right to choose , either to leave or stay.
For now we just have to snatch it , as if we are stealing something we own
 
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