Suicide in my dreams

[C_F]

Lately I have had dreams about committing suicide. Always by gun. My method was CO and now SN... I wouldn't use a gun unless I had to. So it's interesting that it's always by gun.

Anyway, in one dream I pulled the trigger, heard some crazy sounds and felt blood running down my neck. I woke up at about then and felt very fulfilled by the feeling of having done that.

Have you ever had a suicide dream?

 

[NitriteAnatomy]

Not suicide dreams, but been having plenty in which I die/am killed. One was via Nuke, which was rather interesting. All I saw was a bright flash and felt myself vaporize, then darkness......then I had to fucking wake up =\

 

[crea_the_hopeless]

Lately I've been dreaming about preparing for ctb. It's all i think about.

 

[mediocre]

not suicide per se but I have a lot of dreams where I am falling and before I hit the ground I suddenly wake up

 

[BPD Barbie]

Never suicide but I've had dreams where I've been diagnosed with terminal cancer and told I would die the next day.

 

[RainAndSadness]

Very interesting. I tried to commit suicide in some of my dreams but I always woke up before it actually happened. In others I was stopped before I could successfully do it. That's very frustrating because it seems like I can't even ctb properly in my own fucking dreams and apparently I'm damned to suffer in all possible realities, even when I create them in my own mind. Amazing, isn't it.

But sometimes I get murdered in my dreams and it's usually a gunshot to the head. I always woke up the second the trigger got pulled and I think that's very realistic, considering it's an instant death when done properly.

 

[Sweet emotion]

Lately I have had dreams about committing suicide. Always by gun. My method was CO and now SN... I wouldn't use a gun unless I had to. So it's interesting that it's always by gun.

Anyway, in one dream I pulled the trigger, heard some crazy sounds and felt blood running down my neck. I woke up at about then and felt very fulfilled by the feeling of having done that.

Have you ever had a suicide dream?

I have Complex regional pain syndrome which is the highest ranking pain condition in medical history. The only reason I mention this is because it actually stops me from doing things in my dreams! Can you believe it? I'm not even free in my dreams! I have a huge crush on Jason Momoa and I dream about him often. One of the reasons I love sleeping. But last night he asked me to take a trip to Europe with him and I wantes to so badly but I had to tell him no because my crps was so bad and the plane ride would make my pain unbearable. Every time I dream i find myself telling someone about my ailment or I'm unable to do something because of it. How sick and twisted is that? Last night I actually dreamed I was in a mental institution but I didn't do anything wrong.

 

[a_strange_day]

Not suicide but I often have very vivid dreams about being shot. The weird thing is they don't aim at the head, heart or any critical spot that would grant me a quick death, but rather the legs, belly etc..I can feel the bullets enter, fragmenting and shattering my bones, and it hurts like hell. All I can think about is please end me ! A bit too intense...

 

[NeCkDeEp]

If I dream about suicide then I always somehow end up driving myself against a tree. (I can't drive.)
I had a dream today about someone jumping off a high building tho