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death over slavery
better if I was not born
- Sep 19, 2025
- 17
A while ago at the dead of night, I decided to eat outside. Off I went and while walking, thoughts were flooding in about my plans for suicide, how I would distribute my remaining wealth to my friend after death, how I would record a goodbye video before I pass away, and other preparations before the end. Tbh, it's kind of relaxing for me to think about my impending doom (I haven't set a date yet), like I would feel the most enthusiasm in suicide preparations than anything else in this world.