Suicide/death mental preparation

[Damian2102]

Hello friends. I think that for each human there is a kind of natural fear of death of course, even though someone isn't a religious person. Personally I don't believe, for me there is nothing after death, as if before I was born. I just disappear. But every time the train is closing in, I'm unable to wait and just go away. Maybe there are better methods, more peaceful that can decrease my fear? And finally, as in the title, how can I mentally prepare for death? Regards

 

[Anonymous_A]

There's no correct answer to questions like this. But I guess once you've chosen your method, just go ahead with it in like a somewhat focused mindset.

By that I mean - similar to say like, your with a bunch of mates and they dare you to approach that cute girl/guy you see in the mall. You reach a somewhat equilibrium where your scared yet focused, you stop overthinking, accepting of the situation and you just get in with it.

 

[one.way.out]

I get into a sort of a "flow state." Meaning. When I try to hang myself, I get focused on tying the knots. Tying the knots is strangely relaxing. And then, if its on the right day, you can just jump.

 

[Versailles]

I think of death as one more element of the life cycle, why should it be something exactly bad? Although my SI is strong I think the method influences a lot, that is why I will opt for ingestible methods such as SN or N because it is less likely than the SI stop me.

 

[ClownMe]

I've got no idea how you can mentally prepare for death, I guess it varies from person to person. I suppose a good indicator of when you're ready to go is when there just isn't anything here for you anymore and that you have nothing left you want to do. Im basically at that point, im just waiting for my dog to pass away then ill ctb shortly after.

 

[Damian2102]

I've got no idea how you can mentally prepare for death, I guess it varies from person to person. I suppose a good indicator of when you're ready to go is when there just isn't anything here for you anymore and that you have nothing left you want to do. Im basically at that point, im just waiting for my dog to pass away then ill ctb shortly after.

Basically the only person I have is my mother, but honestly I hate her, even though she loves me. I don't have a girlfriend, friends, pet... I think that there is nothing to do, I don't have a passion or something I want to do. I live from day to day and don't think about future.

 

[ClownMe]

I think that there is nothing to do, I don't have a passion or something I want to do. I live from day to day and don't think about future.

I feel that, it sucks.

 

[czx85]

there must be drugs that can help with it. alcohol is known to temporary reduce fear. It might be helpful to do more research about other options

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case, I have already accepted and come to terms with the fact that I will ctb someday. I am not meant for this life and I am at peace with my decision. My ctb will prevent decades of suffering. The thing that holds me back is the SI, I think eventually I will reach the point of desperation and hopelessness and I will be able to overcome it.

 

[Efilismislife]

there must be drugs that can help with it. alcohol is known to temporary reduce fear. It might be helpful to do more research about other options

Right. I remember theres some kind of drug that can help but its not certainly fool proof.

 

[miserableforever]

Basically the only person I have is my mother, but honestly I hate her, even though she loves me. I don't have a girlfriend, friends, pet... I think that there is nothing to do, I don't have a passion or something I want to do. I live from day to day and don't think about future.

May I ask why you hate your mother?

 

[SleepDealer]

This is why I avoid methods such as jumping and trains, I doubt I could push myself to do it. I suppose you could intoxicate yourself or use hyperventilation to faint over the edge/in front of the train. Still, the idea of dying in such a way makes my stomach turn.

 

[meetapple]

The mind can't distinguish between something happening in the brain or body. Visualization is used as a means of mental rehearsal for athletes and executives. If you visualize something over and over it will become second nature.

 

[Damian2102]

May I ask why you hate your mother?

There are quite many reasons. Some are, she is some kind of mentally-ill and doesn't want a help from a doctor. She is very aggressive for me and other person that lived with us, I got a few scratches from her when she was drunk, so I decided to call the police, some time later I moved out. Now I don't have any financial help from her, while I earn just a minimal wage and it's very hard or even impossible to spare some money. 2 years ago her financial situation was pretty bad, so I decided to help her and took a debt, now she doesn't pay it for me as she promised back then. Also I don't get any emotional support from her, kinda she lives in her own world... She is actually useless as a mother.

 

[trewer]

Listen to some Alan Watts.

 

[insanedoomer]

all i can say is .. solitude is yr friend .

 

[Lost Magic]

You'll know when the pain of living and waking up each day is just too unbearable to deal with anymore. You will know because you have exhausted all possibilities of having a meaningful life. My door is about to close soon and I honestly cannot wait.

 

[lonerclown666]

im now prepared but dont know when will do it i am still afraid