There are a lot of variables pertaining to your chance of survival; regardless, if you survive, you'll almost certainly have some serious injuries for the rest of your life. Furthermore, the brazen noise of an explosion that is of suitable size to kill you is reason enough to deter you from using a bomb of some sorts--think of the response time. Realistically, you could do so in an incredibly remote area, but I don't know if that's a feasible option given you're in what I presume to be an urban area.