Suicide because of bad genetics. Wished my parents used a condom

[deathproof17]

Parents had a lot of a issues like severe depression, schizophrenia and drug addiction. They didn't plan me at all just had me out of biological impulse.

Short
low IQ
Autism
Ugly face
Bad hair
Bad teeth
Bad eyesight

God must have hated me.

 

[zekeyaeger]

This is one of my reasons for CTB too.

 

[CantDoIt]

One of my main reasons, I have premature aging from weight fluctuations and no sunscreen. My parents didn't gaf if I got sunburn and I didn't know better.
Yet I had to be taken outdoors constantly instead of being allowed to play video games inside like I wanted to.

 

[deathproof17]

It coulda been worse . I didn't come out deformed. But i'm probably in the bottom 15% genetically overall. I wasraised and socialized really poorly too. There are people with genetics as bad or worse but at least they were raised well enough.

 

[NoPoint2Life]

I've never been able to fathom how someone with a genetic disease can have children. Whether it's on purpose or by accident. Schizophrenia seems horrifying. How could someone who experienced that want to make someone else just as miserable?

 

[deathproof17]

I've never been able to fathom how someone with a genetic disease can have children. Whether it's on purpose or by accident. Schizophrenia seems horrifying. How could someone who experienced that want to make someone else just as miserable?

I blame mom. Dad is too crazy to string two sentences together. Mom was mostly functional, she had depression and drug issues but made the choice to have two children with this guy. They met inside a group home for disabled people FFS.

 

[uglyugly]

I've been butt ugly my entire life. Whatever deity there is must have wanted to create a piece of shit, and it did: me. What I lack in looks - and it's a hell of a lot - I make up for in sarcasm and a strange sense of humor, plus I take in stray cats. At least those are choices I can make. Being ugly.... yeah, till the day I die.

My biological mother was a whore who slept with anything and everything and the bio father was no better - 35 years old and sleeping with girls 12 to 17. I call that a sexual predator. But, that bitch should have had a fucking abortion. I should not be here.

 

[ex_nihilo91]

I have a nice face but being short completely negates that. I have had my fair share of women but they all treat me like a genetically inferior piece of shit because I clearly am. If you're short as a man, as soon as you get in an argument with a woman you're dating, most will throw that in your face almost immediately and will think you're being dramatic when you say you aren't going to forgive them. But yeah it sucks coming to the realization that your life was ruined the moment you were conceived.

 

[sorrymyfault]

Parents had a lot of a issues like severe depression, schizophrenia and drug addiction. They didn't plan me at all just had me out of biological impulse.

Short
low IQ
Autism
Ugly face
Bad hair
Bad teeth
Bad eyesight

God must have hated me.

I relate to you so much, I've always looked like I have too many or too little chromosomes without actually having them. Or at least I'm not aware of them

 

[lonleycrowdedwest]

I have a nice face but being short completely negates that. I have had my fair share of women but they all treat me like a genetically inferior piece of shit because I clearly am. If you're short as a man, as soon as you get in an argument with a woman you're dating, most will throw that in your face almost immediately and will think you're being dramatic when you say you aren't going to forgive them. But yeah it sucks coming to the realization that your life was ruined the moment you were conceived.

im okay looking and not short but im just too socially weird. Ive dated before and been cheated on or left every single time. Haven't dated in over two years now.

its really tough to not be too terribly ugly to attract girls but too weird to make them stay. At my current job a girl who i have a massive crush on was lightly flirting with me and called me handsome. I know she was just being sweet and i made some kind of joking response and didnt take it seriously, but its hard to shake that feeling. And what do you know, two days later shes talking about her boyfriend who she never told me about. Recently she said she "wouldn't judge me for leaving" the job which i think means she wants me to quit. Terrible feeling.