(Suicide attempt) SN

[Michaelwaev]

So i have been taking a fast all last night. Had pills at my disposal, but uh, it kinda failed. I need cash for zantac as it's a PPI... But any support would be appreciated :)

 

[Mr2005]

So not attempting recovery then?

 

[Michaelwaev]

Nah i did called 999 they took me 2 a hospital out of town and had blood out, o2 and 2 IVs so far. Way more better.
But 98% SN is probably not worth it

 

[Silver]

You mean you took SN? Like 20g? Then called 999?

you won't find Zantac (Ramitidine), it has been withdrawn worldwide for possibly having a carcinogen in it.

 

[Life_and_Death]

you won't find Zantac (Ramitidine), it has been withdrawn worldwide for possibly having a carcinogen in it.

Health Canada has been evaluating the issue to identify potential causes and risk mitigation measures. Based on its evaluation, Health Canada permitted companies wishing to resume sales to do so provided they test every batch of ranitidine product before releasing it and regularly throughout its shelf life, to demonstrate that products do not contain higher than accepted levels of NDMA. Some companies resumed sales in January and February 2020.

 

[Silver]

@Life_and_Death that's interesting, and more useful than a blanket ban. In the UK/ EU though, it seems it's still banned and being investigated.

 

[Life_and_Death]

@Life_and_Death that's interesting, and more useful than a blanket ban. In the UK/ EU though, it seems it's still banned and being investigated.

Well I went looking into it because I bought them a while ago because everything I was eating was making me nauseous. Once I read 2020 I was like oh this is very recent ok not confused now lol.

 

[Michaelwaev]

You mean you took SN? Like 20g? Then called 999?

you won't find Zantac (Ramitidine), it has been withdrawn worldwide for possibly having a carcinogen in it.

I took sn and woke up about 2-3 hours later not dead. Ngl the stuff tastes horrible. But trying to ctb is going to be hard if i try again.

 

[Racon]

I took sn and woke up about 2-3 hours later not dead. Ngl the stuff tastes horrible. But trying to ctb is going to be hard if i try again.

How much did you take? You need to give us all the small details or you will freak people out.

 

[Silver]

How much did you take? You need to give us all the small details or you will freak people out.

Yeah, we need more details @Michaelwaev.

 

[Michaelwaev]

Well, i used a full dessert spoon of sn as i didn't have a teaspoon lying about. But as much as 2 teaspoons would've been.
And just a glass of water
With resperidone and propanolol taken about an hour before the solution was drank
I didn't throw up. However it was frickin hard to get up and walk after. Vertigo was an issue.
That do anything?

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

What happened after you drank it? Which symptoms did you have?

 

[sadworld]

Well, i used a full dessert spoon of sn as i didn't have a teaspoon lying about. But as much as 2 teaspoons would've been.
And just a glass of water
With resperidone and propanolol taken about an hour before the solution was drank
I didn't throw up. However it was frickin hard to get up and walk after. Vertigo was an issue.
That do anything?

i think a glass of water is way too much water

 

[Racon]

And just a glass of water

How much water is that? And did you drink all of it?

 

[Michaelwaev]

Loss of breath was a factor too, and tbf i wish there was a lot of unconsciousness that soon played into it. But this may just be going going into something like not drinking enough or insomnia. Plus. I have amniesia. So i can't really say what happened anymore than that idt

 

[Sir_nihilist]

Can you post some proof of your SN over dose, because this might freak many people including me.

Any medical records or something. Photos of your SN.

Obviously whenever you feel better and when you can.
Because I was assuming SN definitely can't fail on me. This is depressing sadly.

 

[Michaelwaev]

@sadworld @Racon i didn't drink all the glass so it wasn't enough. Something about the taste and probably place i was in physically played a factor.
@Sir_nihilist I didn't drink the whole amount which is the morale of it.
Looking at my glass i didn't even drink half and for me here it really isn't like they're going to give me records aha..

 

[Sir_nihilist]

Man thanks for mentioning you didn't drink it all, you almost gave me a heart attack. Please put it in the description that you didn't drink all.

Also you had a smaller dose, because teaspoon is bigger than your spoon. Also maybe your SN purity was less like 80% or something

 

[JayBot2005]

This is concerning...

 

[Silver]

@Michaelwaev how did the paramedics/ hospital treat you and what symptoms were you presenting when they arrived?

How long after you drank the SN did you call them?

 

[TheQ22]

If he's put about 25g of SN into say 300ml (half a pint) of water, then only drunk half of it he's probably only ingested 12g in 3 times as much water as recommended, so might have only absorbed 4g.

 

[sadworld]

Also, i think 1 dessert spoon is probably like 10g which is not enough

 

[Michaelwaev]

Right, that's enough of that. i don't feel comfortable answering these...
I drank like a quarter cup with about what seems to have been about 10g? So yeah make sure you put enough SN in your glass.

 

[Sir_nihilist]

Right, that's enough of that. i don't feel comfortable answering these...
I drank like a quarter cup with about what seems to have been about 10g? So yeah make sure you put enough SN in your glass.

When you do let us know. Thanks for the info still. I hope you get better soon.

 

[Michaelwaev]

As are many things in life, trial and fail. If i do do this again, I'd take of what's happened into account.

When you do let us know. Thanks for the info still. I hope you get better soon.

Thanks

 

[DyingAlf]

50mls of water is what it's supposed to be, which is only a 'shot glass' amount of water. Sounds like OP used more water than that (& didn't measure it)
And didn't exactly measure the SN.
And didn't drink the whole amount.

I am absolutely not judging here!
I'm sure you had your reasons for doing it the way you did.
Just trying to clarify & calm down other members.

If this is your plan to ctb, it is very important to carefully & accurately measure your water and your SN to be sure of the outcome you are aiming for.

OP I'm sorry for what's happened to you. I know that failed attempts can be traumatic. My thoughts are with you.

 

[Sir_nihilist]

50mls of water is what it's supposed to be, which is only a 'shot glass' amount of water. Sounds like OP used more water than that (& didn't measure it)
And didn't exactly measure the SN.
And didn't drink the whole amount.

I am absolutely not judging here!
I'm sure you had your reasons for doing it the way you did.
Just trying to clarify & calm down other members.

If this is your plan to ctb, it is very important to carefully & accurately measure your water and your SN to be sure of the outcome you are aiming for.

OP I'm sorry for what's happened to you. I know that failed attempts can be traumatic. My thoughts are with you.

Thanks for your comment, I though even 3 grams of SN is lethal but I guess I was wrong. You have to do it exactly as pph says for your chances to be 100%.

 

[DyingAlf]

Thanks for your comment, I though even 3 grams of SN is lethal but I guess I was wrong. You have to do it exactly as pph says for your chances to be 100%.

I think that there is potential for a smaller amount to be lethal but it would depend on many factors eg weight/height/preexisting health conditions/etc.
Once you have your SN you're going to have enough of it that you don't need to skimp (it's sold in set sizes of package, not priced per gram) so you might as well go for the tried/tested/recommended dose rather than risking it or taking a chance. IMHO.

 

[Nohopeinhell]

Did your skin change colour? What did they give you at hospital. You say IVs but what was in them?

 

[Meditation guide]

I took sn and woke up about 2-3 hours later not dead.

You are the first one I've heard of who didn't vomit but then you might have taken half what the others took.

It varies tremendously how people react to SN. You are the first to mention it was hard to breath.