Venting Suicide as a preferred solution rather than “last resort”

[FuneralCry]

I always dislike it and find it insensitive when people say things like suicide must be the "last resort", like fair enough if one feels that way about their own situation but they cannot assume the same for everyone. In my case suicide would be the preferred rational solution not the last resort, as after all existence was never something desirable in the first place and I'd always prefer to not exist no matter what. I see existence itself as the problem with ceasing to exist being the solution to it, in fact suicide would solve everything for me and bring peace from all meaningless suffering.

I cannot stand life valuing rhetoric especially when it's forced onto other people, as I see no value in being burdened with this existence for decades on end just to be tormented, dying in agony from old age. To exist as a human really is so pointless and hopeless, more than anything I wish I never existed at all, I only see eternal non-existence as ideal as it's the permanent absence of all suffering and harm, death truly is the only peace, under no circumstances would I ever wish to suffer in this existence.

 

[_Gollum_]

Same, it's my preferred option too. Nonexistence cannot harm me. I do not wish to prolong my life...