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azad

Vegetable
Nov 8, 2022
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i ordered SN from my account on a platform similar to amazon but mentioned delivery address to my close friend's home. i told him i'm buying fireworks chemicals for hobby. i didn't order it to my house because i don't want to cause suspicion as my parents are already watching me to prevent suicide. i tricked my friend into thinking it is a harmless chemical. but i have joked with him about suicide many times. he also know about sasu. he knows i think about death at times.


I WILL LITERALLY GIVE UP SUICIDE IF MY FRIEND IS GOING TO GET INTO LEGAL TROUBLE. so, if any Indians on this site know about how it works. i beg you to talk to me and help me find out what will happen. thanks in advance.
 
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Dec 8, 2025
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when you say that you bought SN from a platform similar to amazon, do you mean sodium nitrate or sodium nitrite? Because I don't think you can buy SN from clearnet like that.
 
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azad

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Nov 8, 2022
87
when you say that you bought SN from a platform similar to amazon, do you mean sodium nitrate or sodium nitrite? Because I don't think you can buy SN from clearnet like that.
its a indian platform similar to amazon. i bought it some time ago. its not available now.
 
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Jadeith

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Jan 14, 2025
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Previous post was deleted due to blurred image of a site selling those, so now we'll go without it

I don't think you can buy SN from clearnet like that.
Yes, you can.

Just:
-not everywhere in the world. There are places where you need to be a company representative and company's profile must be somewhat aligned with the use of said chemical. Some other restrictions might be in place too
-in some places you might be visited by healthcare workers/police
-in some places your package might be seized by customs

Those last two are especially valid if you order from compromised source and you live in the area where welfare checks are a thing.
 
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iwanttodie019

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May 4, 2025
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which site did you buy SN from?
I am also from india
 
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Chairbed3

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Sep 14, 2025
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If you do end up commiting suicide, then yes, your friend will be questioned by the police. If you are a woman and your friend is male, it can acquire a different angle in India. But it wouldn't be a problem if you clearly write a note about it.

But I'd advice not to involve any other person, specially a friend in our plans. You might absolve them of legal trouble but it will scar them for life.
 
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