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Elementalist
Nov 11, 2020
885
I'm suicidal throughout the whole day except for the few hours before I go to sleep and even then I partially suicidal.

Anyone else have time frames where they're more suicidal then others?
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
Yeah, I'm more suicidal than ever during the night time.
 
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Albert

Member
Nov 19, 2020
14
I'm suicidal when I'm out in public witnessing the unwashed masses going about their business. It's funny because usually human contact is supposed to help, but it just makes me want to blow my brains out even more.
 
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chrisbate7

Student
Sep 30, 2020
191
Most suicidal in the morning. But it doesn't get much better as the day goes on. Less so at night usually just because I know I'll at least be unconscious for 9 hours
 
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Elementalist
Nov 11, 2020
885
Most suicidal in the morning. But it doesn't get much better as the day goes on. Less so at night usually just because I know I'll at least be unconscious for 9 hours
Yep same here but I get like 5hour bc my anxiety :/
 
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NodusTollens

Nov 17, 2020
989
I'm most suicidal in the morning & at night, but it's compounded when my physical pain is at its peak.
 
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ZardozOmega

ZardozOmega

Narcissist Gay NEET-cel
Mar 4, 2020
718
I am usually suicidal when I have too much time in my hands, so I always try to keep myself busy with something
 
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sanction

sanctioned
Mar 15, 2019
581
I'm most suicidal upon waking up, or sometimes in the middle of the night if I wake up for a bit, I also have suicidal thoughts
 
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OblivionSeeker

Member
Aug 8, 2020
78
about an hour after being up, it starts. so I have an hour a day I guess---- an hour of feeling half way normal. recently I'm a 10 on the scale. but SI doesn't make me anxious though.
 
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awfullife

Arcanist
Nov 16, 2019
435
Early in the morning when it's really snowy and I have to get out to clean my semi tractor off...its like 3am and I'm in perma CTB mode.
 
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TheLostCause

Falling Apart
Nov 7, 2020
91
For me i have thoughts about it from the moment i wake up, but in general it gets worse around tea time 3pm-5pm then either stays like that or gets so intense that i either self harm or i act on the thoughts.
 
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sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
3,868
I used to be most suicidal in the morning but now it's more at night, at around midnight most of the times.
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,015
Evenings are the hardest for me, but basically anytime I'm alone I struggle. It's manageable thanks to weed.
 
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Life sucks

Visionary
Apr 18, 2018
2,134
It depends on the brain chemicals. Night has less heat so brain chemicals are more probable to come and give me more motivation.
 
newave3

newave3

I want out
Nov 21, 2020
2,802
The only times I am not suicidal is while I am sleeping and maybe for a bit after I take my medications.
 
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Deleted member 23774

Member
Nov 14, 2020
78
I am suicidal all the time but. I think I'm more suicidal late at night because there is nobody to talk to.
 

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