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Suffering is worse than being dead
Thread starterilovemydog
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Sorry I don't have much to talk about. I feel like I'm at the end. I've tried every possible resource to manage depression over the past 20+ years. I've finally come to the conclusion that suffering is worse than being dead.
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I'm at that point with you. I don't know what happens and anyone who claims that they do is either delusional or trying to sell a lie. All I know is that it can't be any worse than here.
My only worry with death is it will be painful then I'm dead and I'm still suffering. Mad, I know. I will only CTB when I'm 100% ready and not to rush.
only you know the answer my friend.
Being dead isn't even bad at all as it's impossible to suffer whilst being dead and the cessation of good things doesn't matter either since you aren't sentient to care about being deprived of good things
In my case I'd certainly see it as better to not exist under all circumstances, I don't understand people who act like ceasing to exist is the worst outcome possible when there is no limit as to how much one can suffer in this cruel and futile existence. But anyway I hope that you find peace eventually, it really sounds like you've suffered a lot and it must be really tiring what you've been through.
In my case I'd certainly see it as better to not exist under all circumstances, I don't understand people who act like ceasing to exist is the worst outcome possible when there is no limit as to how much one can suffer in this cruel and futile existence. But anyway I hope that you find peace eventually, it really sounds like you've suffered a lot and it must be really tiring what you've been through.
Being dead is just the great nothingness at least if you are a secular person or just don't believe in notions of the afterlife. Great nothingness seems preferable to miserable existence.
My only worry with death is it will be painful then I'm dead and I'm still suffering. Mad, I know. I will only CTB when I'm 100% ready and not to rush.
only you know the answer my friend.
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