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Steve En

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Is there a section or thread that has information on the successful/real suicides completed with N?
I know everybody is buying it, but where are the success stories.
 
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MAIO

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Apr 8, 2018
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Is there a section or thread that has information on the successful/real suicides completed with N?
I know everybody is buying it, but where are the success stories.

N is not something people survive. People survive N if they don't take enough, has bad quality or are found quickly.
 
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Steve En

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Right so where are the people who pllanned on going, and either dissapeared forever or news stories confirmed their death?
 
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Stan

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watch this video of someone who used N

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/saw-this-video-the-end-just-hit-me.22117/#post-410357
 
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Barf

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What is N? I would watch the video for some possible context but I'm not in a place a can right now.
 
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color_me_gone

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Is there a section or thread that has information on the successful/real suicides completed with N?
No
I know everybody is buying it, but where are the success stories.
If they are successful, they are dead, so can't write a success story.
N is not something people survive. People survive N if they don't take enough, has bad quality or are found quickly.
MAIO's post pretty much sums it up correctly.
I will add another failure mode is to puke it up, which will happen if a quality antiemetic is not used, or the regimen is not followed correctly.
 
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Stan

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What is N? I would watch the video for some possible context but I'm not in a place a can right now.
You should also spend time going through the site. There is a really useful search facility top right of the screen. Also read the welcome pack sent by the admins when they accepted you onto the site
 
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Barf

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You should also spend time going through the site. There is a really useful search facility top right of the screen. Also read the welcome pack sent by the admins when they accepted you onto the site
Thanks! I will do.
 
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Steve En

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No

If they are successful, they are dead, so can't write a success story.

MAIO's post pretty much sums it up correctly.
I will add another failure mode is to puke it up, which will happen if a quality antiemetic is not used, or the regimen is not followed correctly.


No fucking shit they dont survive N. Do you realize you are on a suicide forum? There should be dozens of people who mentioned they were planning it and then never posted again, also dozens of news stories corresponding to people posting here.

So Ill ask again where those are
 
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Stan

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They don't exist
 
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calendulo

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Jun 13, 2019
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Which is the question?............I am not sure.
Is Pisabental ergo N working properly or is there suicide cases proven in the forum....
because I have more of ten autopsies using Pisabental.

To be honest, until you open the bottle you do not know what is inside it.
First time I see that question.
Somone can to have doubts about any else method......but about sodium pentobarbitone.
 
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Stan

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My concern, if I was reading it write was that the OP was looking for stories of people on this forum passing by taking N with names so they could look up news stories to tie them together. If that's not what it read then I apologise
 
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Steve En

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Feb 28, 2019
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No, not deliberately looking for names of people in the news. But on other forums there are posts of people saying trying tonight, ingesting tonight, etc.
And then never posting again, meaning it worked.

Also buying N from A or somewhere else, to know it was legitimate.
 
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Blackjack

Blackjack

I’ll be watching...
Aug 6, 2019
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No, not deliberately looking for names of people in the news. But on other forums there are posts of people saying trying tonight, ingesting tonight, etc.
And then never posting again, meaning it worked.

Also buying N from A or somewhere else, to know it was legitimate.

I have N originally from A and will be taking it at the end of the month. When you don't see me back here, you'll know it worked.
 
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color_me_gone

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So Ill ask again where those are
@ctrl_alt_delete (for some reason, the @ tag is not working for her profile, but here is a link:)
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/members/ctrl_alt_delete.3974/
this is a very good example, if you read through her posts, she details how she got N from A, how she paid for it, how long it took to get it, about the antiemetic she used, where she got it, and the details for her final day plan in a hotel room. I was in close contact with her, just before she administered it. Have not heard from her since. ;-;
Another example is @Jupiter.
He had N, and took it on the spur of the moment, His last post was "I just took it", and we have not heard from him since.
There are other examples, I don't have time to research.
 
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Blackjack

Blackjack

I’ll be watching...
Aug 6, 2019
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@ctrl_alt_delete (for some reason, the @ tag is not working for her profile, but here is a link:)
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/members/ctrl_alt_delete.3974/
this is a very good example, if you read through her posts, she details how she got N from A, how she paid for it, how long it took to get it, about the antiemetic she used, where she got it, and the details for her final day plan in a hotel room. I was in close contact with her, just before she administered it. Have not heard from her since. ;-;
Another example is @Jupiter.
He had N, and took it on the spur of the moment, His last post was "I just took it", and we have not heard from him since.
There are other examples, I don't have time to research.

You've done more than enough to humor this guy, but he'll probably still bitch.
 
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Shamana

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May 31, 2019
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They use it legally in euthanasia and executions. It's not a mystery that it works. The mystery is whether people receive real N or not.
 
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color_me_gone

color_me_gone

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You've done more than enough to humor this guy, but he'll probably still bitch.
Some people you just cannot please.
What confuses me, is he admitted you cannot survive N, so why does he want examples?
 
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Blackjack

Blackjack

I’ll be watching...
Aug 6, 2019
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Some people you just cannot please.
What confuses me, is he admitted you cannot survive N, so why does he want examples?

What I don't understand is why some people who come on here are as cantankerous as fuck. There's enough of that everywhere else.
 
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Throwaway9787

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Jun 27, 2019
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There is no debate that N works and that N from A is legit
 
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color_me_gone

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What I don't understand is why some people who come on here are as cantankerous as fuck. There's enough of that everywhere else.
Fortunately, most people here are very nice, probably one of the nicest places on the web.
But everywhere you go, there are always a few cantankerous individuals.
I don't let them bother me.
It is more their problem than mine.
 
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Sirius

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Jul 10, 2019
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@ctrl_alt_delete (for some reason, the @ tag is not working for her profile, but here is a link:)
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/members/ctrl_alt_delete.3974/
this is a very good example, if you read through her posts, she details how she got N from A, how she paid for it, how long it took to get it, about the antiemetic she used, where she got it, and the details for her final day plan in a hotel room. I was in close contact with her, just before she administered it. Have not heard from her since. ;-;
Another example is @Jupiter.
He had N, and took it on the spur of the moment, His last post was "I just took it", and we have not heard from him since.
There are other examples, I don't have time to research.
I apologize for my tech deficiency- when I click on CtlAltDelete I only get the good bye notes after the fact. Can you direct me to her narrative?
 
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color_me_gone

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I apologize for my tech deficiency- when I click on CtlAltDelete I only get the good bye notes after the fact. Can you direct me to her narrative?
When you get to her profile page, click on the tab titled "POSTINGS".
This is a chronological listing of everything she has done on SS, starting with the last posting she made, going all the way back to her first. It is some work, but you can find where she described the details I mentioned above.

She only posted one thread:
Some thoughts upon an ethically (self-)acceptable death
in which she describes her life, and ends with her ctb'ing.
All the info about getting N from A were described in posts on other threads, i.e.: Getting N from A Megathread. All of these posting can be found in the POSTINGS tab in her profile described above. A lot of footwork to find, sorry, but it is what it is.
 
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ImSorryEmma

Skylar
Mar 28, 2019
107
What is N? I would watch the video for some possible context but I'm not in a place a can right now.
Nembutal (N) is used for euthanising animals and people in legal Euthanasia. Nembutal is the holy grail for people who want to CTB swiftly and peacefully, but it's illegal and hard to get hold of.
 
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Mbound

Experienced
Apr 29, 2019
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I'll be using N (from A) to ctb very very soon. Getting my affairs in order.
 
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Steve En

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I think blackjack should stay out of threads since he cant objectively discern their purpose.
 
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Stan

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Aug 29, 2019
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I think blackjack should stay out of threads since he cant objectively discern their purpose.
If I look at @Blackjack post, contributions and help in this forum compared to your posts, its like comparing night and day for me
 
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Thanatos

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Mar 23, 2018
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MAIO's post pretty much sums it up correctly.
I will add another failure mode is to puke it up, which will happen if a quality antiemetic is not used, or the regimen is not followed correctly.
Also benzo and other gaba drugs tolerance if I'm not mistaken
 
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Sirius

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Jul 10, 2019
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For me, I'm very familiar with inert gas exits. N I have only witnessed in DIGNITAS. Home self deliverance is an option for me, but I am concerned about the details using veterinary source.
 
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Berlin76

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I know one person who has successfully had suicide with his N. He was a member here last year he was found in a hotel room in Germany.
 
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