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Elle

Elle

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Jul 9, 2023
339
All I can think about is ending my life and him raping me. I can't get it out of my head - it's stuck. Im so fucking done with it all fuck sake 😣
 
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Stormy Raine

Stormy Raine

Quietly counting down the days, hours, minutes..
Apr 7, 2023
372
I'm sorry my friend you are having a hard time, I really hope you can find peace. You aren't alone, all I can do is lay in bed and cry until my sleeping pills kick in. I'm so lonely and alone. Nobody understands us 😢
 
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Wyldfyre4948

Wyldfyre4948

Waiting for my bus
Jul 12, 2023
378
Yeah traumatic events really have the worst way of sticking with you on repeat. Do you have anyone you can vent to in person or just everyone here on SaSu?

Even if you did most people can't relate. If you want to talk you can message me.
 
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Stormy Raine

Stormy Raine

Quietly counting down the days, hours, minutes..
Apr 7, 2023
372
All I can think about is ending my life and him raping me. I can't get it out of my head - it's stuck. Im so fucking done with it all fuck sake 😣
I'm here, you can message me too 🥰
 
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Minsu

Mage
Jan 17, 2023
554
Same here! Minus raping.. but fucking bastard like him doesn't deserve an attention of such a pretty and nice girl like you 🤗.. i know it's hard 😢 but he's just a terrible creature..
 
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CW36

CW36

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Jul 23, 2023
839
There was a three part documentary series on BBC you might find relatable - Gaia Pope.
 
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GM28

Member
Jun 17, 2021
26
Hey. Can message me also. I'm UK too. Hope your okay, around if you need a vent.
 
Elle

Elle

Specialist
Jul 9, 2023
339
Thanks just struggling
 
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soonatpeace777888

soonatpeace777888

Specialist
Jul 4, 2023
386
Being unable to forget and focusing too much on negative and bad memories is probably the biggest flaw with the human brain. I have trauma that I have had intrusive thoughts about but nothing like being raped. I am sorry for what you have gone through.
 
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Elle

Elle

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Jul 9, 2023
339
Being unable to forget and focusing too much on negative and bad memories is probably the biggest flaw with the human brain. I have trauma that I have had intrusive thoughts about but nothing like being raped. I am sorry for what you have gone through.
Sending hugs
 
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