MeltingHeart
Visionary
- Sep 9, 2019
- 2,151
Ok this is really dumb to even think about-but-bit of background first- since my breakdown (nearly one year ago) I have lost all pride in my appearance/fitness/health etc. I used to take a lot of care of all & was quite typically girlie- in the sense of using all different potions & lotions for face/ body, regular hair cuts etc. Now I look like crap, wash with cheap shit shower gel- even my face- don't bother to moisture etc.my hair is too long & knotty now. But for some reason I can't decide if I should get a leg wax before I ctb!! It's so stupid- like it really doesn't matter by then! But it must just be like an innate kind of thing. Anyone else care/ consider what they look like when they ctb? (Even knowing that honestly- it's ain't ever gonna be a pretty sight!)....it's weird I know
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