Still missing you 3.5 after break up

[Weird username]

I am still a mess (not as hot as in the the first year) after more than 3 years from separating from my partner,my heart and my soul,my everything. A man with the biggest and kindest heart,with so much love for animals and wildlife, with warm kind blue eyes and a beautiful smile that would take all your worries away.Still think it was a right decision not to have a child for a person like me with bpd and npd parents. But oh how I miss him,not a day goes by without a thought,a cry be it in rl or sleep.

I didnot cherish,value or appreciate such great man next to me the way he deserved it. And now I will never see him smile at me.
I hope he is happy and cherished by his new girl. Bpd or not, if you find a gem,make sure you treasure it. And sometimes it is best to let it go to someone more suitable and caring.

A girl who cried a wolf

 

[TheKingInBlack]

I am so sorry for what you're going through. I can only hope you learned from what happened and find someone to love again <3 I truly wish you the best of luck

 

[Chuunibyou]

I'm sorry, I hope your grief doesn't last forever.

 

[tbaslim1968]

I'm in the same boat. 2 years now missing my fiancee who dumped me for another man. I've been totally broken since then.