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duhsayuhdeeohsuh
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- May 31, 2022
- 25
i survived my birthday. this "friend" from high school and i had sex 3 days before my birthday, he promised to take me out for my birthday. he's the sweetest guy and funny and nice... AND he ditched me. haven't heard from him since. that hurt so fucking bad.
my mom gets on me every day to do something with my life daily because i have no energy or drive to do anything but lay in bed. she lets me know she's worried and hints at how unhappy and disappointed in me she is.
my final friend i can tell is damn sure tired of me. i opened up to my FWB of 2 years dude and he just told me to "chill with that" as if i'm doing it for attention. he wants to meet with me tonight to fuck and use me as always. he kept talking about how he wants me to be his baby momma. he's crazy, but MY crazy is gonna scare him off.
i've been sobbing in my bed for the last hour. i was sent to the hospital (just the ER) for 4 days for cutting myself with an X-acto knife (not a suicide attempt, just wanted to see if i can still hurt myself, i ca,). my group home is mistreating me still.
thinking of hanging myself tonight with a leather belt i bought. i mentally cannot endure anymore, i just can't.
my mom gets on me every day to do something with my life daily because i have no energy or drive to do anything but lay in bed. she lets me know she's worried and hints at how unhappy and disappointed in me she is.
my final friend i can tell is damn sure tired of me. i opened up to my FWB of 2 years dude and he just told me to "chill with that" as if i'm doing it for attention. he wants to meet with me tonight to fuck and use me as always. he kept talking about how he wants me to be his baby momma. he's crazy, but MY crazy is gonna scare him off.
i've been sobbing in my bed for the last hour. i was sent to the hospital (just the ER) for 4 days for cutting myself with an X-acto knife (not a suicide attempt, just wanted to see if i can still hurt myself, i ca,). my group home is mistreating me still.
thinking of hanging myself tonight with a leather belt i bought. i mentally cannot endure anymore, i just can't.