deadtrace
Member
- Aug 7, 2023
- 66
End up doing one of these every few months so I'll just keep it short. Been over a year since I ended up here, and been as long as I can remember since I started having SI. Yes im still here. Have things gotten better? No. Just worse. I've tried but I can't push through anything anymore. I'm just throwing myself at a fucking wall over and over. Every day is just sitting here doing nothing, wasting time and making my life even more unfixable than it already is. But can I just ctb? Nope. Too fucking weak and useless. But if I can't get better or even have a life what am I meant to do if I can't ctb.