Steff1337
Autistic and schizophrenic, please be respectful
- Jun 21, 2024
- 659
The title says it. I'll start off with this song:
:( I'm sorry to hear that, dude. I'm glad you at least feel a bit better physically and hope the trend continuesSo yesterday was a really awful day. I was both mentally and physically unwell, and slept through most of the day.
I don't have the symptoms of the physical issues that I had yesterday anymore, and am mentally in a bit better state, so hoping this day will be somewhat better.
You know... that does sound f-ing rough. I can empathize with why you feel the way you do. I came to this site to hear people out and not encourage them to choose (life or death)What can I expect from continuing to live? Just getting into a worse and worse condition, with all the people who care for me passing away, and me ending in the hands of the state and psychiatry for the rest of my life. Of course that I must not allow to happen so death is to me the only thing that's left. I mean, it's something that is literally forced upon me if I don't want to go thru a couple more decades of unimaginable pain.
Be careful. and good luckFor the lack of a more painless and effective method, I'll go thru with the one that I have for years.
5g clozapine + as strong as possible painkillers + an antacid + an antiemetic. That's all I can think of right now.