stay alive for $100 million?

[nothingchanges]

if you won the lottery for $100M would that be enough reason to stick around and not ctb?
i think it would for me. no more wage slave labor, freedom to do whatever you want.

 

[Aeathelina]

I would because being chronically poor and homeless is a large part of why I want to die.

 

[Deleted member 19654]

My depression may still eventually catch up with me but at least I'd be able to live a good life and have fun before I die.

 

[TripleA]

No i would rather die than $100M

 

[Good4Nothing]

Yup. That would solve a lot of problems.

 

[woxihuanni]

Haha, if I had that much money I think he would lick my feet rather than kill me. In this country, almost everybody worships money.

 

[Symbiote]

Stay alive long enough to watch my wife take all the money, divorce me, and then leave me homeless on the streets.

 

[antigone_iris]

I don't know. $100M is a large sum. I guess it would be nice to have this much money, but there would be some problems coming with it.

 

[Ghost2211]

Yes.

 

[rabbithole]

Nah. I would absolutely stay alive if my health were revived to how it was before midnight on September 16th of 2019. I don't want to die at all. I loved life. I just cannot cope with all I've lost to my physical disability.

 

[Lilacmoon]

id buy a lot of n and be the n-gifter. then put the rest into idk medical research or homeless shelters. then take my beautiful n <3

 

[rabbithole]

id buy a lot of n and be the n-gifter. then put the rest into idk medical research or homeless shelters. then take my beautiful n <3

Oh yeah, I didn't think of the money giving access to n. In that case I'd stay alive to acquire it...also definitely donate to research for my condition and for melanoma research.

 

[greebo6]

Send me the 100 million and I'll let you know...….

 

[Breadbfra]

Absoloutely not. It would just give me more guilt than I already have for being rich in Italy, I would still be chronically depressed, etc.

 

[raindrops]

if you won the lottery for $100M would that be enough reason to stick around and not ctb?
i think it would for me. no more wage slave labor, freedom to do whatever you want.

yes, would love to see how many "friends" i have then.

 

[Buffy5120]

if you won the lottery for $100M would that be enough reason to stick around and not ctb?
i think it would for me. no more wage slave labor, freedom to do whatever you want.

Fuck no

 

[ckm20xx]

This is actually an excellent question. It made me realize that no amount of money in the world could buy my will to live. Better yet, I can't imagine a world in which I'd want to be alive. There's nothing that I could have on this earth that would compel me to live another few days longer. People generally have a never ending desire to "want something" - whether that be money or other superifical items. Or more intangible things like love, satisfaction, & happiness. At the end of the day, people want - something. That's why I shouldn't be here. It makes sense, the only thing I want - is nothing. No life at all.

But I digress. Good question.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

Not a cent in the world will bring my fiancé back or take away my pains. So, no.

If it means I'm forced to live, it's definitely a no.

 

[rt1989526]

There is nothing money can do for me at this point

 

[RedRed]

Yes...now gimme.

Lol I'll have some fun first, then when I don't have money anymore ima go yeet myself out of my mortal coil.

 

[Disappointered]

It could potentially help in that I'd be able to try to set up a career as some sort of capitalist and then maybe people would respect me. If that didn't work then I'd still want to die.

 

[stygal]

Yes, a little longer definitely!
Would buy an exoskeleton and finally walk again...also so. much. good. weed.

 

[Jojo81]

My present purpose of life is to make that much money so that I can give it to my family..

 

[AChanceWasted]

No. I already have more money than I know what to do with. Doesn't make my any less alone.

 

[AMG44]

Absolutely. I'd be able to enjoy my life for once

 

[x~Sophia~x]

Stay alive long enough to watch my wife take all the money, divorce me, and then leave me homeless on the streets.

How would your wife be able to do all that? If you think she's capable of that, why are you still with her?

 

[KleinerWolf]

100 million? lol
if we are talking dollars, pounds or euro,
I'd be happy with 1 million.

It's amazing what money can buy.
Some things money can't buy but it solves a lot of your other problems nonetheless.

 

[theguineapigking]

No. I'd still want to die. Maybe not as badly, since I would have monetary power, meaning that I could travel+be independent, and not feel as powerless. But I think it would also sort of make me feel more worthless in a way, and it would mess with me, therefore it may actually increase my chance of ctb. I don't know how to explain it. It's just that being rich would make me feel like I don't deserve it, when there are other people out there in way worse circumstances. It would also feel fake(unreal). I think I'd be less suicidal in some ways, and more suicidal in other ways....(weird, I know). I'd like to win $100M, but I think my suicide is inevitable.

 

[NeverEndingProblem]

$20,000 would be enough for me to stop ruminating.

 

[overandout]

It would delay my date. I would pay for mental health rehab type thing and give it one last final fight. Money can't solve what's always in my head. I would struggle as a millionaire too...would literally take a miracle to overcome my shitty life. I just want to erase my past and not be haunted by it. Psychosis is a bitch...traumatised me for life.