starting stat dose SN at 11pm (goodbye thread)

[LostBoy33]

im actually ready this time.

 

[sickInsominic42]

I hope everything goes smoothly and painlessly for you

 

[foreverbroken28]

Best of luck to you x. ~

 

[enjoy]

i wish you peace.

 

[Hopeindeath!]

It's ok to change your mind again. I wish you tranquility in your decision whatever it may be.

 

[LostBoy33]

just sent out timed emails to family and friends

 

[sickInsominic42]

Do you have anything there to help comfort you during this time, a playlist of music maybe?

 

[LostBoy33]

I have Benzos!

 

[sickInsominic42]

I wish I could be there to hold you through this time

 

[LostBoy33]

thank you. taking 30 mg of meto now.

 

[sickInsominic42]

Is there anything you would like for us to remember you by? You will be thought of by us

 

[Jean4]

Is there anything you want to talk about?

 

[LostBoy33]

should I be feeling anything from the meto?
also I had to take a few sips to swallow the meto and Xanax at the same time. is that okay?

 

[porksoda]

Best of luck to you on your journey, may you find peace.

 

[LostBoy33]

my tummy hurts :/

 

[sickInsominic42]

Hopefully that will pass soon

 

[LostBoy33]

should I be feeling anything from 30mg of meto. I don't feel anything. it doesn't expire until 2022

 

[foreverbroken28]

my tummy hurts :/

Thanks so much for the updates. I hope your tummy ache goes away soon. ♡

 

[LostBoy33]

taking 20 mg of SN at midnight. I have taken 7 mg of klonopin so far lol

could someone plz answer me regarding the meto? should I take 10 more mg? plz answer soon

 

[sickInsominic42]

Such a beautifully written song. I've never heard this version but it is absolutely amazing
Is your stomach still hurting?

 

[LostBoy33]

no my stomach feels fine now.
should I take another 10 mg of meto? would that reduce the chance of vomitting or is it overkill? pun intended ;)
im crying but I know its time

 

[sickInsominic42]

I'm pretty sure your body is going to try to make you vomit regardless of how much you take. It's your bodies natural instinct.bi wish there was something I could say to make this better for you

 

[MysticPerception]

Wow I can't believe I nearly missed this thread. I'm sorry you're crying now but it will be over soon. Hopefully peace will come to you and the SN won't be too painful.

 

[Deleted member 14177]

I'm here with you. Wishing you so much peace.

 

[Deathwish1968]

Wishing you a peaceful transition and an end to all pain and suffering

 

[PoisonedJuliet]

We love you so much. I hope you find peace and if you decide to leave I hope you leave with much love in your heart.

 

[LostBoy33]

thank you so much all of you. it means a lot.

 

[sickInsominic42]

We are here for you. Always and forever

 

[LostBoy33]

5 minute till drink
im not a fucking experiment okay?

 

[PoisonedJuliet]

You're in my thoughts. I hope you find peace and everything goes smoothly and according to your plan. Lots and lots and lots of love