Started regime SN (edit2) I need to see jokes better.

[Lifeiswildsuperwild]

11:30 - 2x 5mg of Reglan.

Missed the 8am mark. Just kinda sat here all morning thinking.
Dunno if imma back out of it at the last second. Seems like a normal thing to do. But started it.

 

[revenge88]

11:30 - 2x 5mg of Reglan.

Missed the 8am mark. Just kinda sat here all morning thinking.
Dunno if imma back out of it at the last second. Seems like a normal thing to do. But started it.

whats reglan

 

[Lifeiswildsuperwild]

whats reglan

Meto. Supposed to help you not vomit when taking SN. But it seems like a lot of people do vomit even with it. So if anything. Will help keep the SN in the stomach long enough to absorb till you vomit.

 

[Jumper Geo]

11:30 - 2x 5mg of Reglan.

Missed the 8am mark. Just kinda sat here all morning thinking.
Dunno if imma back out of it at the last second. Seems like a normal thing to do. But started it.

We will all be shitting ourselves when our day arrives I hope you have explored all options before taking the final solution, best of luck on what decision you make.

 

[mpnf]

Keep us updated and hope you get the peace you want.

We will all be shitting ourselves when our day arrives I hope you have explored all options before taking the final solution, best of luck on what decision you make.

Absolutely I'll probably shit myself several times that day or the previous one , out of fear.

 

[Lifeiswildsuperwild]

Keep us updated and hope you get the peace you want.

Absolutely I'll probably shit myself several times that day or the previous one , out of fear.

We will all be shitting ourselves when our day arrives I hope you have explored all options before taking the final solution, best of luck on what decision you make.

Thank you

Keep us updated and hope you get the peace you want.

Absolutely I'll probably shit myself several times that day or the previous one , out of fear.

I'll keep updating. I definitely feel like "heavy" for lack of a better term from taking the meto. Definitely different from normal status. But it's medicine, I expect nothing less.

 

[IamNOTentertained]

I hope you're ok on your journey.

 

[a.n.kirillov]

Thank you

I'll keep updating. I definitely feel like "heavy" for lack of a better term from taking the meto. Definitely different from normal status. But it's medicine, I expect nothing less.

How are you doing? Yes, heaviness is quite common with these meds.

 

[Jumper Geo]

11:30 - 2x 5mg of Reglan.

Missed the 8am mark. Just kinda sat here all morning thinking.
Dunno if imma back out of it at the last second. Seems like a normal thing to do. But started it.

Hope your OK what time are you taking the magic powder.

Did you follow Stan's advice, https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/ lol sorry a bit late showing you Stan's SN GUIDE

 

[Lifeiswildsuperwild]

How are you doing? Yes, heaviness is quite common with these meds.

im chilling. I know at some point I gotta do the fasting tomorrow. So I went to Starbucks. Got a large vanilla bean. And the trenti strawberry açaí haha. I wanted pizza but the line was too long. So I got panda. Kinda just wanna be at home as much as possible today. Clean up my room. Watch some movies. Tonight I'll go out and get like Korean bbq or something. Sorry for saying so much. It's nice just talking.

Hope your OK what time are you taking the magic powder.

Did you follow Stan's advice, https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/ lol sorry a bit late showing you Stan's SN GUIDE

Yes indeed. Minus the benzos. I wanted to go to my walk-in this week but ended up spending time with a friend after work most of the days and now I'm just eh- can't be THAT bad without it. Haha

 

[Lifeiswildsuperwild]

im chilling. I know at some point I gotta do the fasting tomorrow. So I went to Starbucks. Got a large vanilla bean. And the trenti strawberry açaí haha. I wanted pizza but the line was too long. So I got panda. Kinda just wanna be at home as much as possible today. Clean up my room. Watch some movies. Tonight I'll go out and get like Korean bbq or something. Sorry for saying so much. It's nice just talking.

Yes indeed. Minus the benzos. I wanted to go to my walk-in this week but ended up spending time with a friend after work most of the days and now I'm just eh- can't be THAT bad without it. Haha

oh hm. If I'm following the timeframe to the T it would be at like 3am Monday. just gotta find a hotel I like. I would do it at my mother's cause it would be comforting in a way for me- but she lives with her boyfriend and his kids live there too. would be kinda brutal if I visited and just offed myself the next day.

Pizza do deliver these days, lol, plus sorry man have you not read any of the guides you can't eat vanilla 72 hours before an attempt, oh no.

They do. But Starbucks and the pizza place are beside each other. I've never drink* this vanilla thing. You're for real? That's hella ass. Like really? If so I'm pissed cause I never drink the vanilla bean I just got it cause last days... welp. This kinda blows.

 

[Jumper Geo]

Dito I would be so comfortable at mums but my brother would chase me into the afterlife if I caused that much pain and shock to my mum, haha Hotel for me.

 

[Lifeiswildsuperwild]

Welp- a user just told me no vanilla for 72 hours before the SN method. I don't have any reason for him/her to believe they lied to me. I honestly looked at a few of the guides and never saw this vanilla thing.
Whack
Sorry for anyone that was ready to see how this played out. I'm honestly blown away. Can't believe I missed that info.

 

[Jumper Geo]

They do. But Starbucks and the pizza place are beside each other. I've never drink* this vanilla thing. You're for real? That's hella ass. Like really? If so I'm pissed cause I never drink the vanilla bean I just got it cause last days... welp. This kinda blows.

Sorry man I remember when suicidal people had a sense of humour, haha your fine.

Welp- a user just told me no vanilla for 72 hours before the SN method. I don't have any reason for him/her to believe they lied to me. I honestly looked at a few of the guides and never saw this vanilla thing.
Whack
Sorry for anyone that was ready to see how this played out. I'm honestly blown away. Can't believe I missed that info.

Vanilla is fine

 

[Lifeiswildsuperwild]

Sorry man I remember when suicidal people had a sense of humour, haha your fine.

Ahhhh- sorry I'm just taking everything so seriously these days. I need to ease up. My bad my man.

 

[Jumper Geo]

Ahhhh- sorry I'm just taking everything so seriously these days. I need to ease up. My bad my man.

Sorry I know I'm bad just tried to take your mind of it with a joke, lol

 

[Lifeiswildsuperwild]

Sorry man I remember when suicidal people had a sense of humour, haha your fine.


Vanilla is fine

Oh wait what- vanilla is fine?? Sorry I'm being difficult. I thought you just told me not 72 hours before. Okay maybe I'm just seeing the joke. I feel fucking dumb haha. That was good. I won't lie.
I'm gullible lol. @jumpergeo you got me good.

 

[IamNOTentertained]

Sorry man I remember when suicidal people had a sense of humour, haha your fine.


Vanilla is fine

Not cool

 

[Jumper Geo]

Sorry I know I'm bad just tried to take your mind of it with a joke, lol

Oh wait what- vanilla is fine?? Sorry I'm being difficult. I thought you just told me not 72 hours before. Okay maybe I'm just seeing the joke. I feel fucking dumb haha. That was good. I won't lie.

Yeah I was just fucking with ya chill man if you want to postpone until the 1st April I will join you in the fun, lol

 

[Lifeiswildsuperwild]

Yeah I was just fucking with ya chill man if you want to postpone until the 1st April I will join you in the fun, lol

You wild my man

 

[Alec]

Lmao you guys I was reading this and I was like "what vanilla is not ok since when when was that ever mentioned before why vanilla what's wrong with vanilla to be bad for SN?!" So many questions until I read that it was a joke lol
Well I hope you didn't throw away your drink and you got to finish it.
I also hope you are ok, as ok as one can be in our situation and I want you to know that it's ok if you won't go with this to the end and will change your mind, I love you and I love having you here!! I hope these words don't sound empty I really mean them!

 

[a.n.kirillov]

Hey good to hear you're at least enjoying yourself a little bit. I also think the benzos aren't that important; do you have beta blockers?

 

[Lifeiswildsuperwild]

Lmao you guys I was reading this and I was like "what vanilla is not ok since when when was that ever mentioned before why vanilla what's wrong with vanilla to be bad for SN?!" So many questions until I read that it was a joke lol
Well I hope you didn't throw away your drink and you got to finish it.
I also hope you are ok, as ok as one can be in our situation and I want you to know that it's ok if you won't go with this to the end and will change your mind, I love you and I love having you here!!❤ I hope these words don't sound empty I really mean them!

they don't sound empty. I really appreciate it.
yeah when I read it was not okay. I kinda just sat and said- I guess it gives me a week to maybe try and get benzos and hang. So I just continued to drink it. But then yeah. 'Twas a joke.

 

[Jumper Geo]

Lmao you guys I was reading this and I was like "what vanilla is not ok since when when was that ever mentioned before why vanilla what's wrong with vanilla to be bad for SN?!" So many questions until I read that it was a joke lol
Well I hope you didn't throw away your drink and you got to finish it.
I also hope you are ok, as ok as one can be in our situation and I want you to know that it's ok if you won't go with this to the end and will change your mind, I love you and I love having you here!!❤ I hope these words don't sound empty I really mean them!

i bet your last meal will be followed by a large vanilla milkshake from McDonald's, lol

 

[Deathwish777]

It is normal to be scared and it's okay to back out if you are not ready. Hope you are doing okay.

 

[Jumper Geo]

It is normal to be scared and it's okay to back out if you are not ready. Hope you are doing okay.

Yeah of course I will be shitting myself, it;s your life and you pick the time to ctb when your ready.

 

[Lifeiswildsuperwild]

Hey good to hear you're at least enjoying yourself a little bit. I also think the benzos aren't that important; do you have beta blockers?

Nah- no beta blockers. That's a luxury item I don't think I would be able to get. So imma have to deal with the fast heartbeat.

It is normal to be scared and it's okay to back out if you are not ready. Hope you are doing okay.

Yes- thank you for the reminder. I appreciate you. I'm doing fine! :)

 

[Deathwish777]

Yeah of course I will be shitting myself, it;s your life and you pick the time to ctb when your ready.

I know. I am planning my journey in a month. My heart is beating so fast.. whenever I think about my last moment. I am not sure if I am scared or excited.. I wish I can drink some alcohol before I drink SN but I know that it's too risky..

 

[Jumper Geo]

I know. I am planning my journey in a month. My heart is beating so fast.. whenever I think about my last moment. I am not sure if I am scared or excited.. I wish I can drink some alcohol before I drink SN but I know that it's too risky..

Spot on why can't they come up with a chemical formula where you can get hammered first and then ctb that would be so great, but like I said before it's your life plan, plan and plan but if at the end of day your not happy or don't go through with it, don't feel embarrassed there are millions of people around the World who want to die but can't, it's not there time.

they don't sound empty. I really appreciate it.
yeah when I read it was not okay. I kinda just sat and said- I guess it gives me a week to maybe try and get benzos and hang. So I just continued to drink it. But then yeah. 'Twas a joke.

Hey man you've gone quite I hope your not drinking more vanilla, lol you ok

 

[Soul]

Are you okay, @Lifeiswildsuperwild? Are you somewhere secure and comfortable? Whatever you decide to do, I wish you good outcomes. x