Arskam

Arskam

Nevermind
Sep 7, 2019
20
I started the diet with 10 Mg Primperan, which I will renew every 8 hours. The meto has no effect on me, not even a slight sleep. I am resistant to any drug anyway, xanax 0.5 makes me little effect, mirtazapine neither. I'm a real walking coctail.
I am concerned about the effectiveness of the NSS. I have no doubt about its harmfulness, but I just wonder if despite my food precautions and the rigorous follow-up of the method advocated by the experts of this site, all this will not end in big fiasco in vomit.
I don't know yet when I will have enough time slot to be quiet and ring the end of the day. So my diet could last more than 48 hours. I hope this is not a counter-indication. Otherwise, I'm thinking of ending up with xanax-sleeping before SN, AE and Zantac. I know that too much is the enemy of good. I wonder if I'm not on the way to doing too much at the risk of screwing it up.
I'm asking myself a lot of questions. I'm in a country far from home and I can't afford to fail. There is no alternative.
I should feel relieved to have made my decision, but on the contrary, I am overwhelmed by the anguish of not succeeding. I'm so used to failure that I can't believe I'll be able to make it through.
 

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