
BluesRunTheGame
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- Dec 15, 2020
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UK users: https://www.bbc.co.uk/iplayer/episode/p094jg5m/stacey-dooley-back-on-the-psych-ward
So Stacey Dooley's follow-up documentary to the one she made pre-Covid really hit home for me. Depression? Check. Anxiety? Check. OCD? Check. Alcoholism? Check. Lockdown loneliness? Check. Suicidality? Obviously! The only things I couldn't relate to were EUPD and psychosis.
It was like looking into a mirror for much of it (the focus was on three main people and a couple of others with the above issues, as well as staff). One thing stood out to me near the end was a girl with EUPD who needed DBT but they couldn't offer it in her borough so she just had to put up with irrelevant therapy. 'I'm not mad at any one person,' she said, 'just the system.'
I watched it with my mum oddly enough and she knows I've been through it all but even though I think we're close, we still couldn't really talk much about it afterwards, out of I guess awkwardness. She's never asked if I've actually been suicidal in recent years and to be honest I wouldn't want to tell her.
I just really craved a drink, but I came here instead.
So Stacey Dooley's follow-up documentary to the one she made pre-Covid really hit home for me. Depression? Check. Anxiety? Check. OCD? Check. Alcoholism? Check. Lockdown loneliness? Check. Suicidality? Obviously! The only things I couldn't relate to were EUPD and psychosis.
It was like looking into a mirror for much of it (the focus was on three main people and a couple of others with the above issues, as well as staff). One thing stood out to me near the end was a girl with EUPD who needed DBT but they couldn't offer it in her borough so she just had to put up with irrelevant therapy. 'I'm not mad at any one person,' she said, 'just the system.'
I watched it with my mum oddly enough and she knows I've been through it all but even though I think we're close, we still couldn't really talk much about it afterwards, out of I guess awkwardness. She's never asked if I've actually been suicidal in recent years and to be honest I wouldn't want to tell her.
I just really craved a drink, but I came here instead.