Source for heavy drugs please

[nux_walpurgis]

Delete this post if it is not allowed, but I am desperate. Does anybody know any source to buy heavy drugs? I mean heavy painkillers that are used in surgeries and heavy sedatives or something, not stuff like xanax. I live in Europe by the way.
Or we don't have any?
I am so so desperate and I don't know if SN is the right choice for me to ctb. Please, I beg you I need help, if someone has anything please

 

[QteStimBnnuy]

Suppose I know a place, typically has some form of fee to get. I'll have a look for specifically around the painkiller area as I disagree with using them recreationally, so I'm not all that sure whats up. Will check it out, though it would help having the general area-say uk and such for convenience

If mods want to delete this or request me not to then they can. I suppose is reasonable to add on. I don't quite remember specifics on rules at the moment, as I'm not encouraging by curiously checking out this request or sharing currently

 

[ham and potatoes]

How to access the Darkweb / Tor network for resources

This guide is for educational purposes only to help people find resources on the darkweb using the tor network . How does Tor work? Tor, short for "The Onion Router," free and open source software use for anonymous communication . directs Internet traffic via a free worldwide volunteer...

sanctioned-suicide.net

The dark net markets are the only place I know of. This guide is kinda old, but it's still accurate