1.
And probably going to be my only. High school, first serious relationship. She meant the world to me. Dated over two years. Went to college, she abruptly broke up with me, and revealed she slept with some other guy she met at a party. I reacted very poorly, and she took my angry words and paraded them around, painting me as an abusive ex. Lost most my friends. Hospitalized not long after.
So 1 :) Even if I could push that number up, I would be too scared of going through that again.