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[Notaname]

I quit my job. Spent all my money. Only way I'm eating rn is a credit card I've almost maxed out. Rent and all other bills are due on 31st. Don't have money for them. Thinking I'm gonna get a nice final meal, do an absurd amount of dxm to dissociate (this is actually a really great method to beat SI, someone should write something on using dissociatives to beat SI.), put on my mask, turn on my nitrogen and say so long assholes. I've been remaking a game that I really enjoy and I hope I can finish it before that and pass the project to someone. I have a few friends who could probably finish it off/continue where I stopped and carry on my torch if they feel like it.

 

[Apokryphiel]

I hope the best for you man, take it easy and enjoy that final meal.

do an absurd amount of dxm to dissociate

What's dxm?

 

[Notaname]

I hope the best for you man, take it easy and enjoy that final meal.



What's dxm?

Dextromethorphan. It's the active ingredient in a lot of OTC cough medication. If you'd going to take it you'll want to take the capsules rather than the cough syrup. The syrup will always has that minty/menthol/cooling effect (to mask the taste) and that stuff causes so much nausea. Just sits there and burns your stomach. You don't need to with capsules, but I find dremamine takes off whatever left over nausea the dxm may cause. It depends on your body, but I find that at about 450-500 MG I just don't register as myself anymore. I'm aware of who I am and stuff, but it's more like yourself is a friend/acquaintance. For example: You know your friend Tim, his girlfriend Sarah and you know he had an appointment yesterday. You just dissociate so hard you're no longer yourself, it's hard to explain and it's sorta just one of those things with psychedelics (you can't really describe it you just have to experience it). Also produces euphoria as a nice bonus. At about 500-550 mg I just straight up couldn't feel my body anymore.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Dextromethorphan. It's the active ingredient in a lot of OTC cough medication. If you'd going to take it you'll want to take the capsules rather than the cough syrup. The syrup will always has that minty/menthol/cooling effect (to mask the taste) and that stuff causes so much nausea. Just sits there and burns your stomach. You don't need to with capsules, but I find dremamine takes off whatever left over nausea the dxm may cause. It depends on your body, but I find that at about 450-500 MG I just don't register as myself anymore. I'm aware of who I am and stuff, but it's more like yourself is a friend/acquaintance. For example: You know your friend Tim, his girlfriend Sarah and you know he had an appointment yesterday. You just dissociate so hard you're no longer yourself, it's hard to explain and it's sorta just one of those things with psychedelics (you can't really describe it you just have to experience it). Also produces euphoria as a nice bonus. At about 500-550 mg I just straight up couldn't feel my body anymore.

so you have no sense of self . or is it like you are observing you from a 3rd person point of view as if it were another person. so how would i take sn or shoot myself?

would it be like doing those methods to someone else that needs assisted suicide (but it's really me) ?

where can you get 500 Mg of Dextromethorphan in capsules ?

 

[Notaname]

so you have no sense of self . or is it like you are observing you from a 3rd person point of view as if it were another person. so how would i take sn or shoot myself?

would it be like doing those methods to someone else that needs assisted suicide (but it's really me) ?

where can you get 500 Mg of Dextromethorphan in capsules ?

I think in higher doses you WOULD lose all sense of self, but at the doses I've been I knew I was me, I just didn't really feel like I was me anymore. I felt as if I'd started a new life as a new person and just retained my memories. You lose almost all emotion and just sort of become a shell taking in information. I've found in that state that I didn't have SI so I attempted overdoses multiple times. I didn't have any emotional connection to my life, people I know, pets, anything and I knew I would be in a bad place when I got sober so it was a very easy objective decision. Stop myself from becoming sober. Kill Myself. I took the meds and went to bed incredibly peacefully. At higher doses (400-500+) you'll have minor auditory hallucinations and VERY minor visual hallucinations. It had never been something that was realistic to me so I wouldn't be scared of that. Usually I just get a song I know (I'm not really a music person so it just made sense it was a hallucination) and the strongest visual one I got is I thought I saw my cat next to me for a second, but quickly realized it wasn't upon second inspection. Also, to get DXM capsules you can go to pretty much anywhere that would have cold medicine and you'll find them. I buy the dollar general cold and flu capsules (Bad if you plan to live after because lots of acetaminophen which is bad for your liver). I've found that almost all brands contain 15 mg per capsule. Dollar General brand has 48 capsules in the box and only costs like $10 USD. So 720 mg DXM total for $10. You can also find capsules with only the DXM if you just want to get high and not destroy your liver with the acetaminophen. The stuff is rather safe and you can't really hurt yourself unless you take like 3000 mg which I'm pretty confident most people wouldn't be able to hold down. I don't know if you've ever experience a dissociative event, and just started like emotionlessly moving around like a robot, but it's just a stronger version of that is the best way I can sum it up.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I wish you the best and freedom from this awful world.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I think in higher doses you WOULD lose all sense of self, but at the doses I've been I knew I was me, I just didn't really feel like I was me anymore. I felt as if I'd started a new life as a new person and just retained my memories. You lose almost all emotion and just sort of become a shell taking in information. I've found in that state that I didn't have SI so I attempted overdoses multiple times. I didn't have any emotional connection to my life, people I know, pets, anything and I knew I would be in a bad place when I got sober so it was a very easy objective decision. Stop myself from becoming sober. Kill Myself. I took the meds and went to bed incredibly peacefully. At higher doses (400-500+) you'll have minor auditory hallucinations and VERY minor visual hallucinations. It had never been something that was realistic to me so I wouldn't be scared of that. Usually I just get a song I know (I'm not really a music person so it just made sense it was a hallucination) and the strongest visual one I got is I thought I saw my cat next to me for a second, but quickly realized it wasn't upon second inspection. Also, to get DXM capsules you can go to pretty much anywhere that would have cold medicine and you'll find them. I buy the dollar general cold and flu capsules (Bad if you plan to live after because lots of acetaminophen which is bad for your liver). I've found that almost all brands contain 15 mg per capsule. Dollar General brand has 48 capsules in the box and only costs like $10 USD. So 720 mg DXM total for $10. You can also find capsules with only the DXM if you just want to get high and not destroy your liver with the acetaminophen. The stuff is rather safe and you can't really hurt yourself unless you take like 3000 mg which I'm pretty confident most people wouldn't be able to hold down. I don't know if you've ever experience a dissociative event, and just started like emotionlessly moving around like a robot, but it's just a stronger version of that is the best way I can sum it up.

thanks. the reason i might get DXM is to defeat si to kill myself. would you say 300 or 400 mg better for defeating si.

i'm thinking of SN or shotgun. so if take 400 mg DXM would i be able to drink Sn and not call the hospital? i was worried my si would trick me into calling the hospital after i drink SN.

for the shotgun method would taking 400 mg DXM allow me to have a clear head enough to aim the shotgun correctly and be able to pull the trigger?

 

[CutToRelease]

Best of luck.

 

[sanction]

I quit my job. Spent all my money. Only way I'm eating rn is a credit card I've almost maxed out. Rent and all other bills are due on 31st. Don't have money for them. Thinking I'm gonna get a nice final meal, do an absurd amount of dxm to dissociate (this is actually a really great method to beat SI, someone should write something on using dissociatives to beat SI.), put on my mask, turn on my nitrogen and say so long assholes. I've been remaking a game that I really enjoy and I hope I can finish it before that and pass the project to someone. I have a few friends who could probably finish it off/continue where I stopped and carry on my torch if they feel like it.

What are your thoughts of using Dextromethorphan combined with drowning?

Do you think it will lessen the struggle / discomfort?

How much of a difference do you think it will make? Even just a guess

 

[Notaname]

thanks. the reason i might get DXM is to defeat si to kill myself. would you say 300 or 400 mg better for defeating si.

i'm thinking of SN or shotgun. so if take 400 mg DXM would i be able to drink Sn and not call the hospital? i was worried my si would trick me into calling the hospital after i drink SN.

for the shotgun method would taking 400 mg DXM allow me to have a clear head enough to aim the shotgun correctly and be able to pull the trigger?

The urge will certainly be lessened. I know that I have a fairly strong SI and when I attempted my overdoses I didn't call the police or anything. The DXM will most likely make you a little tired, or you can wait until you've been awake for a bit and time it with your trip. I took all my meds and went to sleep feeling very peaceful knowing I was going to be free soon, that would probably work with sn. You'll certainly be less coordinated, but I think properly aiming the gun wouldn't be an issue. Also, the higher the dose the better. I'd recommend doing at least 500, but that's just what I found worked for me, so feel the drug out. You can always take more if you find you find you need to.

What are your thoughts of using Dextromethorphan combined with drowning?

Do you think it will lessen the struggle / discomfort?

How much of a difference do you think it will make? Even just a guess

I would say it makes doing the initial act easier, but I don't think it would help if your body is crying for air. I also don't think it would lessen the discomfort in that specific scenario. I don't think it would really help much with drowning aside from helping you throw yourself in/put yourself in the situation where you're drowning. Don't think it would stop your body from fighting once you were drowning though. That's more of like an instinctual primal fight, a reflex, that your body is probably going to do almost regardless, unlike taking yourself in after overdosing is.

 

[tiredoflife2]

Dextromethorphan. It's the active ingredient in a lot of OTC cough medication. If you'd going to take it you'll want to take the capsules rather than the cough syrup. The syrup will always has that minty/menthol/cooling effect (to mask the taste) and that stuff causes so much nausea. Just sits there and burns your stomach. You don't need to with capsules, but I find dremamine takes off whatever left over nausea the dxm may cause. It depends on your body, but I find that at about 450-500 MG I just don't register as myself anymore. I'm aware of who I am and stuff, but it's more like yourself is a friend/acquaintance. For example: You know your friend Tim, his girlfriend Sarah and you know he had an appointment yesterday. You just dissociate so hard you're no longer yourself, it's hard to explain and it's sorta just one of those things with psychedelics (you can't really describe it you just have to experience it). Also produces euphoria as a nice bonus. At about 500-550 mg I just straight up couldn't feel my body anymore.

I want to try it.

 

[Notaname]

I want to try it.

Pretty fun drug. Only real negative is that it causes diarrhea the next day. Also, if you get up in the higher doses (500+) it can effect your ability to pee. I don't remember how much I took, but the time I took the most (at least 550-600), I just straight up couldn't pee. I had experienced difficulty peeing from previous times, but that time I tried for like 30 minutes because I could feel that I had to pee bad. I eventually just gave up, took a nap and came back later and finally pissed after about 5-10 minutes of trying. The pissing thing sounds really shitty, but I was so high every time I experienced it that I was able to entertain myself just tripping while I tried to pee. Really not that bad when you're tripping.