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fedupwithlife

Student
Jul 28, 2023
153
Ill probably listen to Another love by Tom Odell
 
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Starry2He

Starry2He

Talking Corpse
Oct 8, 2023
24
i made a playlist i will play through and time things with :)
 
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SmollMushroom

SmollMushroom

send N pls
Sep 27, 2023
405
I don't know why this get asked a lot - I think it's a bad idea listening to something that makes you feel emotional as you are to ctb. More chances of SI to kick in imo.
But to answer the topic, if I had to pick one, probably: Non, je ne regrette rien
 
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Chr0nicAnhedonic

Chr0nicAnhedonic

Out of the light of the sun
Oct 1, 2023
127
I've probably put more thought into this than I have any actual plans lmfao. There's something alluring about listening to one last song as you're on your way out from this life. I want to make sure I get that right if I can.

I may end up changing my mind like I often do, but this is my current CTB song.
 
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TheSource

TheSource

From the Divine we came, to the Divine we return.
Sep 25, 2023
123
I think it's a bad idea listening to something that makes you feel emotional as you are to ctb. More chances of SI to kick in imo.
Personally, O.D. by Polyphia is on my playlist. I'm gonna be pumped as heck to take all those drugs. It's just a rad song from a rad band and no lyrics. Just straight vibes.
 
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StellaSomnus

StellaSomnus

Dormies sicut stellae luceant
Aug 18, 2023
76
probably Machine Gun Kelly - maybe (ft. Bring Me The Horizon)

would be nice to die to the line "Put me out of my misery"
 
purple417

purple417

Member
Sep 17, 2023
28
i actually havent thought of this lol. but now that i think about it probably spring day by bts for sure and also reborn by n25
 
Nanako

Nanako

Experienced
Dec 24, 2018
288
I'd be way too anxious to appreciate the song so no point in it for me lol
 
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wendy5c

Brain dead Azn
Oct 11, 2023
24
I like to listen to these songs:
Die for You - Starset
Superhero - Simon Curtis
Time of Your Life - Green Day

Wish I had a Spotify playlist.
 
WAITING TO DIE

WAITING TO DIE

TORMENTED
Sep 30, 2023
1,536
Probably " always look on the bright side of life " by monty python just for the hell of it 🤣
 
maka

maka

this is for you, mi cuervito 𓇢𓆸
Apr 23, 2019
181
Maybe Ghosting by Mother Mother. It was an important song to me and my ex best friend, and since they're the reason I'm ctb it seems fitting.
 
beelzebul

beelzebul

(;´д`)ゞ
Oct 10, 2023
152
i'm actually hesitant to (and will probably not) listen to anything because i don't want whoever finds me to associate that song with the traumatic experience of finding me dead.

if i had to pick a song, maybe "run rabbit run" by the Hoosiers.
 
haibane

haibane

Reki
Sep 27, 2023
256
idk what song exactly bur probably one of Nujabes
 
BoyInTheBox

BoyInTheBox

INFP 4w5
Jun 6, 2023
80
Something from Jonghyun probably. The last thing I want to hear before I die is his voice
 
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Caltrop

Caltrop

it/she | i love you !
Sep 25, 2020
8
sleep by godspeed you! black emperor
 
aroll

aroll

13th
Aug 19, 2023
72
Though about this for a very long time, but never found a "right" answer
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,324
If I had to choose some music like I mentioned in other threads I'd go with Funeral Cry by Dark Sanctuary, the music is about wanting to die after all so it feels appropriate.
 
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iLikeFrogs

iLikeFrogs

Most likely dissociating
May 5, 2023
139
I think it'll probably be Sgony (instrumentl) by Yung Lean or Snowfall. Something nostalgic, calm- something that makes me feel numb.
 

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