I met someone on another forum over a year ago who ended up ctb not long after. I've met several amazing people in this heartbreaking way over the years as we find each other in our suffering, always helpless to change anything, always doubting myself after they are gone wishing I had known some way to do more and feeling like I failed them even though I most all cases I didn't know their real names or locations and couldn't have meddled if I had wanted to, and selfishly always felt cheated out of more of them by the miserable circumstances this life brings so many of us. Somehow I kept going a little longer than them but that's coming to an end now too. I've listened to this song she wrote and performed over and over on repeat tonight...maybe you would like to hear it as well...but I'll warn you it's gonna hurt.
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