Sometimes you just gotta go out painfully, what else is there to do when you have no access to peaceful means?

[Siamese Believe]

We can't all get SN, carbon monoxide, or a gun. We can't all be so fortunate. You'll suffer one more time albeit in severe pain, but then never have to suffer again.

If enough research and planning is done, you can nearly 100% guarantee your death. With enough dedication it can happen if you're desperate enough. If people can set themselves on fire to die then you can find a way out.

If one were to keep looking for the perfect, peaceful, painless method. They would have lived many more months, years, or possibly even decades. Still wondering why they're still alive.

At what point do you just say enough is enough and think "I will die, even if I have to tear myself limb from limb". Sooner or later, life is going to drive you mad and you could grow extremely desperate.

I mean even if someone fails their attempt, or if it seemed too extreme. It still doesn't change the fact that they did not have a better method, so they chose the lesser of two evils, they chose what seemed most effective out of the few options they do have. Doesn't mean their attempt wasn't justified.

We would all push the magic button to disappear but we can't. And so many of us are poor and helpless. Sometimes you just have to use a rusty old farm tool to tear down the king's castle.

 

[U. A.]

Sounds great until the king's guards catch you after having barely made a dent and throw you in the dungeon.

 

[phantasmagoria]

Something about your post tells me you'd be a good writer haha

 

[xBrialesana]

I literally don't care abt pain bc once it's done it will be no more, and nothing will compare to the fact that I waited over like 19 years since I was 12 only for this still to be the end all after trying so hard. But it just has to be guaranteed. I've only waited this whole time because it HAS to be right. There can't be surviving there really can't. I have family that has planned on trying to put me in a conservatorship since.. well since way before the age that that would even be considered. I was a little little girl and that's why they got me hooked on drugs