Sometimes I get the feeling I must have been Hitler or Stalin in my earlier life because everything seems to be cursed and rigged againist me

[noname223]

I mean I come from Germany. Why have I deserved all of this? My mood swings are insane. Currently, another up after a deep down. But it is cycling in an insane pace. I feel like I am cursed. At least in this life I have not done something extremely horrible. Maybe in an eaerlier life and now I have to suffer because of it?

However, I don't believe in justice. Maybe this universe is purely cruel and does not give a shit about karma. Tbh I rather believe that. For example look at this American billionaire family who gets rich by selling opiods despite their awareness that people kill themselves because of this. I think it would be cynical to believe in justice if I read something like that.

 

[Hollowman]

There are no earlier lives.

 

[pariah80]

lol. I had this exact sentiment a few times in my life. I thought to myself that I must've been Heinrich Himler or Joseph Goebbels in my previous life. This life seems so programmed against me. Some of the things that have happened and are happening to me are just too deliberate and concentrated on me to just consider them coincidences. So, I sympathize with you on this post.