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mapletree

Student
Aug 22, 2020
199
I would tell my 19 year old self to not get treatment and to let myself pass away peacefully (I was starving myself to death- I regret recovering to this day)

it doesn't get better
 
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YellowSneakers

YellowSneakers

Member
Aug 2, 2020
39
The fear of failure is more harmful than the failure itself. Just show up & see what happens.
 
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rata1

Arcanist
May 8, 2019
448
your thoughts are right. you are great. don't care about the fear of others, it is not your own. do what you want to do, do what you must do. escape and run away. take your life in your own hands and be free. you don't owe nothing to nobody, they just tell you it was so. run!
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,590
I would tell my past self 'there is no point in trying to make things better, there is only more pain ahead'
 
BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,789
"It feels weird to hear myself say something I've already heard me tell myself."
 
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LansJ70

Student
May 3, 2021
193
I'd tell myself to do practically the opposite of every single thing I've done.
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
What I would tell myself is,

Just do it already it doesn't get better. Nobody cares about your life. Also don't get involved with any sexual activities it's a waste and will harm you. It's for procreation only
 
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WaitingForTheBusInTh

Student
Nov 18, 2020
174
Just f-ing hang yourself right away. Dont practice, just do it
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
Don't date her! You'll only waste your time. You are great the way you are now, better off alone!!!
 
nex

nex

Student
May 3, 2021
152
I'd teach myself about methods, what works and what doesn't
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,561
That it doesnt get better, only worse.
 
it's_all_a_game

it's_all_a_game

I remember...death in the afternoon...
Nov 7, 2020
356
To not be nice to others, just be rude and nasty like most people nowadays. You will only get taken advantage of for being kind.
 
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verloren

sry for my bad english
Feb 18, 2021
132
I would tell: "Dont trust anybody,dont even dare to take risks, better

play it safe!"

Now its too late, i wish someone would have told me that before
 
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Pharmaruined

Nobody gets out alive
Sep 10, 2020
247
If you go bald you go bald.. don't fight it embrace it.. but stay the fuck away from hair loss drugs, they're a slow acting poison.. when u realize it will be to late.
 
stuff-is-way

stuff-is-way

Member
Apr 22, 2021
9
i'd say i'm sorry. and that it wasn't their fault.
 
almaranthine

almaranthine

Wizard
Nov 28, 2019
615
What I would tell myself is,

Just do it already it doesn't get better. Nobody cares about your life. Also don't get involved with any sexual activities it's a waste and will harm you. It's for procreation only
Seconding the part about sexual activities... feel like I lost and destroyed part of myself, like I let people violate the sanctity of my body in some vain, miserable hope that it would spur someone to give a crap about me... never worked :)
 
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Bigpink

Warlock
Oct 12, 2020
706
That time you were in the hotel room trying to ctb, should have done it.
 
motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
Study less, drink more, do all the drugs, fuck all the holes that are presented to you
 
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nightnightnitrite

nightnightnitrite

baby blues
Apr 17, 2021
483
Don't cut off your friends for him and fall out of love with yourself, he's just going to leave anyway.
 
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lanax09

lanax09

Experienced
Apr 17, 2021
231
don't ever tell anyone about your plans to ctb or mental health issues in general, it will only make things worse
 
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avoid_slow_death

avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
1,358
Do it. Kill yourself. Trust me, its going to get a lot worse and you will end up losing everything.
 
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BeanyBoo

BeanyBoo

Member
Jan 23, 2020
43
Take care of your health !
Take care of yourself.
Take the path that you Know is right, not the path of least resistance.
 
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WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

Hold your head high, and your middle finger higher
Dec 25, 2020
1,155
Hope is a mistake, stop clinging to it.
 
nopointofliving

nopointofliving

Warrior
Apr 19, 2021
513
Don't be in a relation with him... it won't work...he's no serious.
 
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Bitterman1996

Bitterman1996

Student
May 20, 2020
169
To 15 yo me, get a therapy, get a counseling. You are clearly apathetic towards yourself, you do need a hug and also don't let your parents convince you to enter medical school in such young age because that's... A lot of upcoming pain.
 
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RedHarlequin

RedHarlequin

Mage
Jul 8, 2018
530
You're not lazy, you're not antisocial, it is not your fault. It is depression, there is nothing you can do about it.
 
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sadbadpsychogirl

sadbadpsychogirl

sonofabitch
May 29, 2020
725
" get 2 bags of heroin and shoot them up asap"
 
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